Saturday, August 30, 2008

I'm a big fan of changmin from DBSK.So,today I found his sister picture.They do really look alike



Hahahahha,changmin eye will go uneven when he smile but the sister doesn't.
Okay,I guess this one is for sugar mama

Now japan has new accessory call japan "geisha guys".*Smiling

I must say that the geisha guy is very hot*duhh,of course

I dont think they like those female geisha that wear thick make up and look like ronal mcdonald.
This guy is handsome,have a good sense of style and romantic.Haahhaa

Most of the customer is women accept if you are a gay.Those woman is actually a professional women,have good job and rich.

In night club,they look like normal couple.He flirts and pours champagne. She looks at him and laughs.

BUT This isn't a date, though. It's business

Most of the women pay for a man to lavish them with undivided attention.

One of the male geisha said "I give women things that men normally don't do, like complimenting their appearance,I make women happy. Women see us as one of their accessories, they like to wear nice things, so I try to look prettier for them all the time."

I guess is true what they said,some of us dont even look for a relationship.We actually want man because we want to have fun and because we are sick of having fun with girls.Not for me though,I never get sick or bored when I have fun with my girls and I only want man that I can have fun with and not looking for relationship because I want to feel and see how the guy have fun.Sadly,I dont have guy friend that really fun to be with.Gahahaha*poyo

This geisha earned a lot of money.One of the geisha earned more than $200,000 last year.Walawey.........

The customer paid like almost $50,000 a night to have fun with this geisha.

The customer said "This is a gift for myself," she says. "It's the same as spending money on a trip or buying something."

When I grown up,I might be one of the customer.Hahahhahaa.*Joking

I mean I cant say no if the male geisha looks like jun matsumoto*drooling




Friday, August 29, 2008

I've found out something funny today

My cousin display name is

"sperm+ovum=you".Hahahahahahhaa

What is wrong with him?

*cant stop laughing.........................

and yeah,I saw this one video the tittle is

"if your vagina fell out"=.=".Sound disgusting,I know!Hahahahhaa

I can be a pervert sometimes!Hehehehhee
Like always,after turun dari bus I need to walk to my house.Quite far but I'm used to it already.

Today,While walking I saw this motor yang jual ice cream.I dont know how to describe it but I'll bet you have seen it.So,I saw a woman buy the ice cream for her daughter.I dont botherla.Then,after the mother and daughter walk away,I walk in front of the motocycle and the ice cream guy look at me.I smile at him.He keep looking at me.I'm getting scared and I keep on smiling.Suddenly he ask

Ice cream guy:Adik,nak beli ice cream tak?

Me:BOLEHLAH!

Hahahhaa,I thought the ice cream guy want to belasah me.Hahahhahaa

So,I paid for the ice cream and walk away.

SUDDENLY
,I heard a woman shouting.So loud one!I thought the women want to tahan the ice cream guy.I dont carela.Keep on walking and I saw one guy in one shirt,ugly looking and short run in a kelam-kabut way.I just look at him and the guy cant even make an eye contact with me.I was like blur.And the guy jump into his friend motocycle.I just walk

And I saw my mom out of the house.I ask her

Me:Kenapa mak?

Mom:Tadi yang budak tu nak curi kasut!

Me:HAH,YE KE!*I'm so frust if not I'm sure will hit the guy head.

Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,Whyla I'm so blur.Trust me,If I saw that guy outside,I am sure hit his head.I hate pencuri.They all cost nothing but trouble.

And yeah,the woman that shouting is my mom.Hahahahahha
My brother is so annoyed with me because he said I am become so obsessed with Dato' chong wei(He is Dato' now)*Grinning

Brother:Mak,alyaakan dah tiba2 minat chong wei

Mom:Biasala diakan,suka budak lelaki cina(I admit this is true but I dont like those "lala" or hansap one)

Brother:Dekat document dia banyak gambar chong wei(Actually ada 5 picture of him but he tell my mom like I have 100 picture of him)

Me:Biarla,jealous!

See,He(my brother) is kaki report.That is why,I report about him to my mom also.Hahahahhaha.Actually,there are so many of changmin picture in my document but he never tell my mom pulak.*Weird

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One more thing today is minyak day.Since me,lola and afiqah kena minyak dekat our punya uniform.Hahaha.Best friendla katakan.Eleh,poyola(samantha love this word)

Today our school have this ambang merdeka,so like always the last acara will be nyanyian lagu patriotik ramai-ramai.I must admit I sing in a very semangat way.If only you could hear me sing.I dont know bu I think najlaa just pretend like she didn't hear me since my voice sound very tak sedap.Hahahaaha.

The best part,amira caunght me singing so loud and she was like laughing.I am laughing too and tell her that I am very patriotic person(poyo......!).I dont know why but I feel relieve after singing or should I call shouting.Its like "I have kill the person I hate"kinda feel.Oh boy,I have find another way how to release stress!Hehehehehe

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Lola was telling me that she dont think that Jonas brother is hot in burnin' up because she said joe look hot in SOS and not in burnin' up video.I cant say anything but to laugh because she wont listen to me and started to become so annoying.Hahahaha

She said that I laugh so loud in the cinema.Hehehehe,Yes,I admit.I dont know but I love to laugh out loud.I dont know how to laugh in a very quite way.I dont know how to laugh like those girl put their hand over the mouth


This is how usually girl laugh because my future sister in law she is laughing like this


and this how I laugh
This how I laugh!Ngeh3
Mouth open wide and eyes get very small or sepet
The cat at the back is expressionless

When I get so excited,this is how I laugh!

Saturday, August 23, 2008

I dont want to go to school

Pull stop!~

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Here I am blogging and seriously I feel a lot better now than yesterday.

The "thing" that happen to me that have been bothering my mind for quite a few days is actually thought me something.I believe that god is actually trying to show me something and seriously I dont know what is it.Maybe I will tell if I've seen or feel it.

I guess,I need to concentrate more in my study than this whole love thingy because the love or crush thing between me and someone never really works.So,It is the sign that I'm not ready for any relationship.

When I was standard 5,there this boy which 1 year older and yeah he is my boyfriend.But our relationship was like suddenly "hilang" after he has finish standard 6 and going to middle school.and I'm still stuck in "sekolah rendah".I dont care about he get out of the school because I'm only 11.For me,relationship is like friendship.So,I dont really care.Event hough during raya,I send him card but he did not reply.I'm not hurt by it.

But if you ask me now,I am hurt.Hahahahha.let bygone be bygone.The pass is already begin,just look forward and ready for tomorrow.

And yeah,I'm not ready for any relationship even though I feel that I am ready but god is trying to prove me that I am not.
Hahahhaa

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Hahahaha,I dont know what is going to happen when I go to school.I dont feel right.I just feel like going somewhere else.I hope aisyah stop calling me "the name' because between me and him is nothing.

I'm happy but bored during this school holiday.I need more time to clear my mind since it have been polluted with so many thing.I need spa.Hahahaha

That's all.I'm bored.Dont know what to do!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

My girl,Lola and Sam have been given me advice about this crush thing.I must say I'm so touch by their advice that makes me think that friendship is important than boys.*duhhhhhhh.Hehehehe.
I love you Lola and sam!!!!!!!!!!

Lola's advice:
"i used to like someone very much until at one point i feel like a psycho..i stalked his page everyday,,trying to get his attension,but it was hopeless..and then i try to get over him..delete anything that related to him...and act as if i never knew him..do anything fun to avoid myself remember and feeling sad bout him..and it works.! eventually,u'll forget bout him.dont listen to sad pathetic love songs,ok! hehehe.. ^__^"



Samantha's advice:

"well, loving a person ain't a sin.. your love for him will eventually fade off whenever you are bored of him or in few more months.. but try not to not-love him.. don't force yourself to stop cause it'll make you even desperate.. desperate as in to love him more.. =)

hmmm.. now i know how obsessed you are over him! will give you advises when you need it alyaa!!

btw..love is truly blind.. wear glasses also cannot solve the blindness.. haha! love you alyaa!"




I wont forget the advice that you girl give to me.It means a lot to me.Thank you very much.I'm feeling a lot better now.Hehehehhe<33333333333333333333

Sunday, August 17, 2008

SURVEY EVERYBODY!

1.Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Yes,It is really cute!

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
Party dress,I look ugly in poofy dress.Look like a poodle


3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
I wont and maybe because I never receive one.

4. Group dates or single dates?
Single date.Group date so bored

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
Owhhhh,yeah I'm allergic to this type of guy.What a great prentender!

6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
Of course darling.

7. Is your hair up or down today?
down

8. Do you straighten your hair?
Yes because I dont like my curly hair

9. Favorite mascara?
Maybelline XXX volume +length mascara.Hahahaha

10. Do you get your nails done?
Nope.I will when I grown up.Now cannot because the prefect will tahan for having a nice nail.Talk about jealousy.Hehhehee

11. Small or large purses?
Small purse so classy and young and large purse is so "mummy like"

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
Money

13. Jeans or sweats?
jeans

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
Why should I!I will look more ugly

15. Do you text message a lot?
nope

16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
I would be shock and I will be watching juno movie for over a hundred time

17. What’s your favorite color?
black,white,soft pink,soft purple

18. Heels or flats?
I cannot wear heels.So flat for me!

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
OMG,when I watch I'm sorry I love I cry like I'm the one in the movie.Until my eye get really sore

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
Yes

21. Walmart or Target?
I prefer Tesco.*wth


22. Do you wear collared shirts?
Yeah and I think I look good on it.*perasan

23. Do you like preppy boys?
Hell no,they suck.

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?
owhhhh,yeah.My cousin loving it.

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
nope,I look ugly wearing it

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
half an hour

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
No!

28. Do you like skater boys?
Yes,they cool

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
Right now,Yes I do!


30. Gold or silver?
silver

31. Do you like to receive flowers?
hehehhee,of course but not to often

32. Do you like surfer boys?
Wuhhhoo,their body is to die for

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
hahahhaha,of course

34. Do you like to wear dresseses?
Yes,It makes me look tall

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
4

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
with my cousin

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
ewwwwwwwwww,no way!

38. Do you like to hold hands?
yes

39. What is the youngest you would date?
I never date anyone

40. What is the oldest you would date?
Inever date anyone

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
Their face

42. Is it hot when guys sweat?
Nope

43. What is the best feature in a guy?
eyes

44. Do you like making eye contact?
Yes

46. Would you kill for chocolate?
Yes,yes,yes........................

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
Never,I love to look ugly in front of them

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
10

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
sometimes

50. Do you yell a lot?
yeah baby

51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
Never,I will kena tahan with my discipline teacher

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
Nope

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
hahahhaha,wtf!never

54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
eyeliner,blusher,mascare and concealer


55. Do you fall in love easily?
a bit

56. Do you have cramps?
Yes,I do

57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?
Yessssss and they all so nice

Friday, August 15, 2008

Today I finally know who mr.sasa like.Hurmmm,I wont tell who but that girl is pretty and I like her because she is so nice.That girl,feel guilty towards me because I was the one who like him and not her.Hehehehe.

It is okay girl.It find with me.I dont own him.It his right to like or in love with someone else.Ngeh3.

Girl,I hope you dont tell him I like him.Okies.I will die if he know.Hahahaha.I dont want to push him to like him because I've been in that situation where this boy force me to like him.

I may be not over him yet but my feeling towards him is start to fade away already.Hehehehe.Peace yo!!!!!!!!

-It takes a minute to like someone, and hour to love someone, but to forget someone takes a life time.-

Saturday, August 9, 2008

I love taking photo.When I see something very amazing to my eyes,I will on my camera and I will snap2 until my dad become very annoyed with me

Here is some of the photo that I take:


Penang.Wuhoooooooo!


I take this while I'm on my way home after send my parent to the airport!


This one is actually a paddy leave not grass and the butterfly is my model.Hehehehe


I'm so bored so I decide to take picture of my brother amplifier.Hehehehhe



View from my room and the moon is very nice.In reality it is way nicer than this.I'm not a profesional and I dont know how to make it the picture look so real.


Main ambil sahaja yang ini but it turn out to be nice.For me......


My brother is kacau-ing my cousin which I love to bully.This girl is so syiok to bully.Hahahahaha.




Another bully-ing picture.This one is that girl little brother.He is so funny and he is so hyper active!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Hurmmmm,what can I say my secret is now "bocor" already.Used to be only lola and sher leen know my secret but now yilin,samantha,syiqeen,aisyah,suvitha.God,this girls knows my secret already and I aisyah cant stop calling me "sasa".

Today,I saw sasa and he was at the back when I and najlaa were going to canteen.So,I am so gabra and najlaa was like kacau-ing me.Only god knows how anxious am I that time.I swear I sweat like a pig.*Oh nooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Najlaa:Aku tengok sasa tu usha slek je dekat engkau

me:ye ke?

najlaa:yup,maybe dia tahu engkau suka dia kot

me:tak pela di tahu

najlaa:eleh......

me:yela biarla dia tahu.Nanti aku pun nak usha slek dekat dia jugak*See I sound really berlagak but actually I want to cover my worryness

najlaa:yela tu.....

Oh,boy!Maybe he know that I like him already.What should I do?What he actually think when he look at me?Is he think that I am so perasan?*sigh

Whateverla tomorrow is going to be a new day and I am going to be stronger than yesterday!*singing britney-stronger song.Heheheehe:-)