Thursday, August 21, 2008

Here I am blogging and seriously I feel a lot better now than yesterday.

The "thing" that happen to me that have been bothering my mind for quite a few days is actually thought me something.I believe that god is actually trying to show me something and seriously I dont know what is it.Maybe I will tell if I've seen or feel it.

I guess,I need to concentrate more in my study than this whole love thingy because the love or crush thing between me and someone never really works.So,It is the sign that I'm not ready for any relationship.

When I was standard 5,there this boy which 1 year older and yeah he is my boyfriend.But our relationship was like suddenly "hilang" after he has finish standard 6 and going to middle school.and I'm still stuck in "sekolah rendah".I dont care about he get out of the school because I'm only 11.For me,relationship is like friendship.So,I dont really care.Event hough during raya,I send him card but he did not reply.I'm not hurt by it.

But if you ask me now,I am hurt.Hahahahha.let bygone be bygone.The pass is already begin,just look forward and ready for tomorrow.

And yeah,I'm not ready for any relationship even though I feel that I am ready but god is trying to prove me that I am not.
Hahahhaa

2 Comments:

Anonymous Samantha said...

CUTE!! 11 year old know how to have relationship with boys edi.. haha!

August 22, 2008 at 10:41 PM  
Blogger Alyaa said...

Hahahaa,yeah I know.
How flirty I can be.Gahahahaha

August 23, 2008 at 2:54 PM  

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