Waiting for tonight........... :)

I miss.....

siti nur najlaa,yen sher leen,samantha yeap,suk koon,siti sarah,aisyah hata,rachel,jarred,my "brothers" and "sisters" in 5 science 2.Please come and visit me at ichiban boshi.Please...please..please.I cant stand that place anymore.I need you guys punya moral support that you guys always give to me before. T_T.Depression........

"Now guess who's back with a brand new track
That got everybody in the club going mad"*happy dance*



Well.....not really.....


Okay update..update..update, yeah!I'm currently working as a service staff at this one japanese restaurant in pavilion.Well,Frankly speaking I dont like japanese foods especially those seaweed.That green thing taste like grass to me.Some of the foods there are very smelly.I rather eat capati than sushi.BUT what to do now I'm working at a japanese restaurant**serve me right* and to make things worst I have ze to the ro knowledge about japanese food.First day of work,my manager already assist a guy who's the senior staff there to brief me and give me instruction about my job but he is just so damn busy with his work.Leave me standing in the kitchen looking at the chef cooking the food.At that time,I wish I was somewhere else.Then,in the middle of nowhere a guy call me and I go to him.He said "If you tak ada apa jawatan jangan duduk dapur nanti kena tiao".Errrr,I also dont know what is tiao but I assume it as kena marah.So,I nooded my head and he introduce himself.His name is nico.15 years old kid who always asked me "are you okay ar?".But too bad la,he no more working because he go to to go back to school.Thanks to him,I've make a few friends there.I can say most of the staff there are very nice accept for my supervisor,two of my manager and one of the kitchen staff.

Arghhhh,english aku semakin lama semakin teruk.Ayat dekat atas ini ha tunggang langgang.Aku rasa nak berblog dalam bahasa melayu.

Bila dah kerja,aku jumpa dengan ramai orang.Staff yang kerja dekat situ ada yang datang dari myammar,nepal,bangla,philipinne.Custmer pula kadang-kadang datang dari Korea,japan,Australia etc etc.Mula-mula aku rasa macam banggala juga ada orang korea datang dekat restoran tu tapi lama-lama dah biasa.Bila time nak communicate memang masalah sikitla.Tapi still aku bolehla handle benda-benda ni.

Customer yang datang macam-macam perangai.Ada nak yang ini,nak yang itu,tak nak yang,tak nak yang itu,kenapa macam ini,kenapa macam itu.Ada juga yang tanya dekat aku "bisu ke?".Errrr..........aku nak saja reply "are you dumb?".Tapi aku terpaksa tahan kemarahan yang membara dengan memberi senyuman yang "manis" dan balas "takla".Itu belum lagi bila customer punya complain.Bila dah kerja dekat tempat yang exclusive,customer dia pun nak service yang exclusive.Kalau tak dia akan complain dekat manager.Tapi okay lagi sebab manager dia tak adala macam supervisor aku yang aku benci gila nak tengok muka dia.Bukan aku sahaja yang ada masalah dengan dia,kebanyakan staff dekat situpun tak suka dia sebab dia macam rude and dia tak respect kita orang.Walaupun,dia supervisor tapi dia kena jugala respect kita orang sebab kita orang ini pun human being.Ada ke satu hari itu dia cakap dekat aku dengan nada yang keras "in you headla".Lepas itu,orang dekat situ cakap dia kalau nak tegur,dia tegur depan-depan customer.Mana boleh macam itu.Mengaibkan seseorang di depan customer dan depan staff yang lain.Seriously,kalau kerja dekat situ kena jadi macam kayu.Jangan ada perasaan ataupun orang selalu kata jiwa kosong(word?!).Semalam,ada dua orang baru yang masuk kerja.Sekolah VI.Warghhh,inila masanya aku nak buli dia orang.Haahahha.Dalam mimpi aku la.Aku pun baru 2 minggu dekat situ.Tak payah,nak poyo-poyo sangat alyaa.

Walau macam manapun,aku sebenarnya merindui "adik-beradik" aku yang dulu aku selalu jumpa dekat sekolah.Sekarang,nak reply comment dia orang dekat facebook pun susah sebab bila balik kerja dah penat,sebelum pergi kerja aku kena siap itu,ini.Bila dia orang ajak keluar,aku terpaksa menolak sebab ichiban boshi.Semuanya ichiban boshi.Salahkan ichiban boshi.hHahahaha.*wth*.

Well,that's all for now.Hope it's not too late to wish you guys happy new year.God bless you!:)

Gomenasai guys,I'll update my blog soon........

"kaiten new order....kitchen new order......soba new order....!"Arghhhh,shut up!!!!!

I've been on hiatus for a long time and I think I must update my blog before my blog start to look very deserted.It looks like one to me now!
Seeing other people so semangat updating their blog makes me want to update mine though I have no interesting topic that I want to talk about.*screw me*

I dont really have time to update my blog and sometimes I'm just too lazy to update it.Since today I've got free time and the most important thing is my trial exam finish and the last paper was add math 1.*gasp*.My english essay is so bad.That even the stray cat feel like want to puke when it read my essay.I dont know what I'm mumbling about and when I told my mom about it she was like "why your essay is not related to your point?".What to do mom I went blank that day.I saw this one guy,his essay were so long and full.I got intimidated by it which lead to me writing about some nonsence thing in my essay paper.*pure idiot*.During my exam week,my time table become very kelam kabut already.I slept around 12 a.m and wake around 5.Then straight go to school around 7 o'clock.Only god know how tired I am.My back is killing me.My room is messy.Books and paper everywhere.So you can imagine how my bed looks like*grinning*

The never ending homework,undone project,lazyness,fasting month,exam makes me wanna call tanjung rambutan and send me there.I thought,after my trial finish there's no homework but sadly my BM teaches just give us like 5 sheet of homework paper to do during raya.THANK YOU SO MUCH but too bad I'm so not going to do my homework.I have the right to enjoy this raya.Muahahaha.

Today it's the time I go through and check my friends blog.See whether the gossip about me or got latest gossip.Suprisingly,among my homeslice the only person that update her blog often is miss ph'ing ph'ing.*Big round applause*.

Well to be honest,I might not going to update my blog after this until December.But who knew,it might be earlier than that.It's not like anyone care whether I update or not.

Oh yeah before I forget,taylor swift dont worry you deserve to win that awward.I dont why kanye have to disses taylor in front thousand of people.Are you of your mind or you are just trying to get other people attention?Cheap publicity!Go fly kite!

I let this blog "rest" until it done resting

Enough is enough people

Kelly Clarkson says she's tired of being bullied over her weight.

"For seven years it's been happening. It's like, 'OK cool, the fat joke,'" she said during an interview with 2Day FM's Kyle and Jackie O Show in Australia.

Despite the taunts, the American Idol champ says, "I love my body. I'm very much OK with it. I don't think artists are ever the ones who have the problem with their weight, it is other people."

Clarkson has also come under scrutiny over her sexuality. She says she doesn't care if people think she is gay.

Her only gripe?

"The rumors are not helping me on the dating front!" she said. "I prefer the boys. I'm extremely flattered when I do get hit on by girls, and I think it's hot, but I'm not into it. I like boys."

She said she's in no rush to find Mr. Right.

"I'm only 27, not 40 and still single!" she said. "I enjoy being single, I love work and I think people are so passive with relationships and I'm not that person."

Added Clarkson, "I'm an extremist, I'm either in a relationship or I'm not. I'm honest about it and I'll tell people, it's just there's nothing to tell. I have a very good life.

Source:Yahoo!

I totally agree with miss clarkson because I'm sick of people telling or teasing me because I'm F-A-T.They should know I'm a human with feelings.I dont think we as a human have the right to tease other people weight or flaws because we all the same in god's eyes.

and No,I dont think it's a joke when you tease other people weight

Auntie zaidah(the tailor in my previous post)I'm a fat girl.I dont want to be so thin like you.I hate you,you know that.I know that you are very rich and you daughter is very slim but in my eyes you are nothing but a woman who is so conscious about her weight.