Friday, October 24, 2008

Today,I feel so happy and I hope that today is going to be the best day.But thing turn to sadness when Aisyah tell me that a guy name faiz told sasa that I like him.

I never imagines this thing will happened.I'm sad and worried.This thing is bothering until I cannot do my exam.I pretend like I am happy But when,I'm happy that doesnt mean I like the fact that now he know about it but actually I try to hide my worryness because I know maybe he is going to look at me or think of me in somekind of weird way!

Let me tell the truth,I admit that I used to like Ilyas.Le me repeat it again,used to like.

But now is a different story,
I have move on and my feeling towards him has disappear.

Even before he in a relationship with my best friend,I have move on a bit but when I know he like my best friend,I've move on completely.Now,for me he is just my schoolmate and not more than that.

He is now my best friend boyfriend and I must say that I'm so happy that they are now girlfriend and boyfriend.I hope the best for them!

The one thing that I hope when I'm move on is to not let Ilysa know that I like him.

I dont want to be like some kind of "pengacau" in their relationship.I have better thing to do than to be a pengacau

Suddenly today,things change and it didnt turn out the way I hope it be.I am so dissapointed and sad.I know that things happen for a reason but I cant wait for this to end.I just want to settle this thing and I can have my happy life back.But I dont know.I'm stuck and my brain is full of worryness.!

If only I could turn,to the time I like Ilyas,I would turn back,slap myself and tell myself this is just a big mistake.But it is too late now!

ToAllah,give me a strength to carry on and to face this challenge.If I'm give up,help me Allah.Give me an idea how to settle this thing.I hope this thing end in good way!

To Ilyas,to tell you the truth I am so happy that you are now my bestie boyfie.Just to let you know,that I have move on.Since we are not friend,so I guess for me you are not more just a schoolmate.I hope you are happy in your life and lets pretend like this never happen.Okay.~

To those who know,I cant believe you guys have to be that rude.I say that this is a secret and a secret shouldnt be told.And now people that I dont know,know about it.and that person even told ilyas about it in front of his friend.I have dignity.I wont be flat out rude or curse you,but I hope that someday you will feel how I feel.

For those,who has been in this kind of sitution,help me to solve it!


Anonymous Samantha said...

Alyaa! it was faiz? who is faiz again? hey.. it's good that you think this way.. you have the courage to move on n i'm proud of u.
I'll try to help u to seek who's the fella who told faiz k?
take care! and throw away yr worries n enjoy yr life.. don't u think all these kinda stuffs always stop us from enjoying our lives?
be happy alyaa.. =) luv ya! tc

October 25, 2008 at 3:27 PM  
Blogger Alyaa said...

I dont know.They said he is form 5.
I will enjoy myself but if I know who's that person is I will really enjoy.Hahahahaha
I love you too sammmy

October 26, 2008 at 9:31 PM  
Blogger aL-HaNis said...

chill up gal!

trust me, people really love to talk,even when they've got nothing to say! =p

October 29, 2008 at 2:16 PM  
Blogger Alyaa said...

True3x.I really hate this kind of attitude.If you've got nothing to say just zip your mouth or just tell them about your dirty little secret.People who love to tell other people other secret is people who love to kiss and tell.Pity your girlfriend or boyfie.They will they their friend what you do during sex.Gosh,I'm going too far now.

November 1, 2008 at 12:02 AM  

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