Joys and Pains

2011-12-14T21:36:00.004+08:00

Hello to whoever may reading this,

Finally,I have finish my 3rd semester.How's my final exam?I guess better I dont talk about this matter.My exam has been given me nightmare!This past 3 weeks i feel like my head is going to blow up and it become bigger each day until the last day of exam,I lay down in front of the exam and "phewhh" out loud. My friend was like "alyaa pengsan ke?" with this shock expression and I was like "am I being overreact?".

Well,it's been awhile since stalk my homeslice blog.I just read lola's blog and her latest post is about her boyfriend. As I go through, I realise that her boyfriend is like a clone of my boyfriend. Every little things she said about him is like she talking about my boyfriend.Being emotional over some small matter,raise his voice when he is angry and the most important thing is being a CONTROL FREAK!.

To lola,
Babe aku harap engkau kuatkan semangat and biarla apa dia orang nak cakap pasal engkau.
One day, people will know the truth. Kalaula aku boleh jumpa dia, aku rasa nak sekeh-sekeh dia sebab buat engkau macam tu.Aku faham apa yang engkau rasa sebab boyfriend aku macam dia juga.Tapi aku tak berani nak minta break up dengan dia sebab tak sampai hati.Kalau ikutkan, banyak benda yang aku regret lepas kenal dia.But it's too late.So, sebelum terlambat engkau decide betul-betul whether you still want to be with him or not.Jangan sebab engkau rasa terhutang budi dengan dia, engkau tak nak break off with him sebab nanti ia akan memakan diri sendiri.

About him :

My boyfriend and i met when we were working together.He kept telling me he like.If you tell them, to an eighteen yeral orld girl who never been in a serious relationship before,she will believe you and think that you really fall for her.He was being so nice to me and slowly make me fall for him.So, one day he call me asking me whether I love him or not,and I reply I love him.If I knew it would turn out like this I would've say NO!. I dont feel regret that we are a couple now but i feel regret that you break your promise.The first few month of our relationship,you promise me many things and I believe you.Thinking that you wouldn't break the promise you made.But boys will always be boys.

When we go out,I dont feel happy.You act like nothing and kept asking me "why am I acting like this?".I never do anything fun with you.We never go roller skate together, go to see the light in i-city,having a nice dinner together,go shopping together.All we do is just sit one place and talk about YOU AND YOU!.I know you dont have anyone here but can you listen to my story too.

When we discussing about some matter, you always want to win.You say,tell me how I think but at the end it is you opinion is matter. What I think,you dont care.When I rebel,you angry. Say that I never listen to you bla..bla..bla.Even my parent listen to what i say but you never.

You know that our love is not the same like other couple.Our religion,race,nationality is totally different. When you are in trouble, me and my mom will help you. I never ask you to pay us back,i just want you to treat me well.

When I go out, keep asking what time I'm going to come back and you sound like you dont like that I'm going out. Though I'm going out with my parent, you still dont like.
You cant expect me to sit at home and knitting.I cant be like that.In your country, maybe yes but not here. You cannot disturb my privacy.I also never disturb your privacy.Where you want to go, what you want to do, I allow you as long you dont play me.

I still remember,i just come back from medan and I'm not feeling well. I got jet leg and i'm so tired. When I've arrive LCCT, you angry at me because I late to send you message. Before,I go on a plane I text you, telling you that I'll be arriving LCCT around 11. When I've arrive it's already 11.05 something and I cant straing away switch on my phone bacuse there's some matter I need to settle like immigration check,my luggage and so on.Around 11.30 I message you.You reply me but you sound so sad.I call you and you started to angry.I'm confuse! What is wrong with you?I cant figure it out.When I'm having my dinner,you call me.Keep on talking in angry manner and not trying to understand my condition.*sigh*.My parent start to become annoyed because I cant eat my dinner nicely because i too busy listening to you "complaining"

A few months back,you say something that really hurt me. Before this you promise you will try your best to make it but then after 1 year you break the promise you made.
I guess when we marry,you will break and forget all the promise you made to me.You were crying and angry and say that I never listen to you.At the end, I just agree to what you say.Deep in my heart I really want to cry and yell at you but I control myself because I know you always want to win.When I let you win,you happy.
While in train going back to my hostel, you say that I look older than you, you were handsome bla..bla..bla complementing yourself. After our argument, you say like that.How am I suppose to feel?I'm faking my laugh,smile and agree to all the things you say about yourself.
When I've arrive my hostel, I really cant control myself. So,I let it all out to my room mate.
She almost burst to tears when I tell her about what happen.

I remember when we fight, you tell me that I'm a gold digger.You call me many-many times until your credits finish,then you go to top up and call me again and again.When I pick up you say "alyaa dont put down the phone. I've got a lot of money.I will use all my money to call you".
Not just that, there's one day when you didnt message nor call me. The next day,when I send you this "what are we now?whatever your decision I will agree".Only then you call me.I guess you scared.Actually, my friends tell me to break with you but i dont have the guts to tell you that. I believe you will change but until now nothing's change.Just the same old you.The only thing that change is your promise to me.

2011-09-23T20:22:00.008+08:00

Dari kuala lumpur ke batu pahat....
Sungguh indanya cuaca..
Tiba-tiba hujan turun
Membuatkan aku,senah dan mye tak henti-henti nak terkencing*sigh*

Last week me,mye and senah go on raya trip to nina house at batu pahat,johor.
All i can say,I have lotsa lotsa fun going there.
Thanks to nina's nephew and niece yang melayan kita orang..because nina is busy cooking at the kitchen...anak darakan...

*SWITCH MODE*

So,bila dah duduk dengan budak-budak kecik ni,macam-macam soalan yang pop out..soalan pedas,manis,masam,pahit semuanya

seperti

-"bila kakak berhenti hisap susu dalam botol?"
-""kakak nak dengar cerita hantu tak?"
-"apa warna favourite akak?"

Budak-budak pun tak pernah tipu,apa yang keluar dari mulut diaorang semuanya benar-benar belaka.Bila diaorang keluarkan kata-kata pedas,terima jelah...walaupun pahit untuk ditelan dan terasa nak marah tapi sabarkan hati..Hahahaha

Senah pula bawa kereta dengan penuh berhati-hati dah berkhemah walaupun masa nak pergi batu pahat aku tak boleh nak pejam or even blink(poyo!) sebab takut..kih..kih..
Tapi dia memang boleh dipercayai..Terima kasih kepada senah,mye dan viva....
Sepatutnya ambil 4 jam nak sampai batu pahat tapi maklumlah dalam kereta tu semuanya species macam saya...asyik kencing-kencing dekat lima jam macam tu kita orang sampai batu pahat,bila dah masuk ayer hitam ingatkan dah nak sampai rupanya lagi 69 kilometer...
Mak datok....kematu dah punggungku!

Dah sampai batu pahat,nina guide kita orang pergi rumah dia.Ya raabi....nina pula kalau bawa kereta macam nak pergi race.Berdesup dia pergi..Dah,kita orang terpinga-pinga..
Nak masuk rumah dia berbukit-bukit,si senah dah risau...sebab kereta dia sensitive kepada bukit bukau atau gunung ganang...

Dah sampai rumah nina,lauk dah siap hidang atas meja.Perghhhhh,macam heavenbila nina buka tudung saji.Ada cahaya dan binta keluar dari lauk tu,siap ada background music "hallelujah".
Mata kita orangoun dah bersinar-sinar tengok lauk.Tanpa membuang masa kita orangpun makan tanpa memikirkan yang rumah tu rumah orang....dah kenyang baru fikir....

Malam pula,macam biasa berchit chat dengan anak-anak buah dia,abang dia,mak dia sambil ubi rebus dengan sambal.Mye pula makan dengan gula...

Part paling tak boleh bla masa chit chat

Anak buah nina,si danish tanya kat kita orang

Danish:Siapa pandai berdiri guna tangan?
Nina dengan selambanya cakap:Mak tok pandai...

Bahahahahhahaha,gila kelakar nak guling-guling aku bila imaginekan benda tu....
Baju kurung...buat breakdance...TERBAEK!*thumbs up*

Time tidur pula,aku dah kecut nak ke toilet.Usha bawah si senah dengan mye sedah tidur...
Aku ni dahla suka ke toilet...nak ajak anak buah nina temankan..malu pula..
Tiba-tiba.......kedengaran ada orang macam nak buka pintu bilik....hati aku dup..dap..dup..dap
Sambil berkata "sapo pulok ni?".Aku nampak budak kecik rambut medium length,muka ala-ala cina,mata sepet...Rupanya-rupaya kak cha!Haih.....tak semput den...
Diapun panggil "mak su..mak su".Aku pun kata mak su takde,lepas tu aku temanla dia pergi tandas padahal terbaliknya dia yang temankan aku.....Oh,malunya!

Bila nak pergi tidur balik,kak cha punya tempat dah dijajah oleh anak-anak buah nina yang lain,sarah,natrah dengan kakak nina...

Dia pun cekat pinggang sambil berkata "dahlah sempit!" dengan penuh rasa annoyingnya

Akupun kesian.Ajakla tidur sekali.Kak cha kalau tidur bukan main ganas lagi.Kalah bini-biniku gangster.
Nak tergolek aku ke bawah.Aku terpaksa membalancekan badan aku supya tak terhempap atas mye.Dahla tu,si mye pula tak habis-habis sepak kaki aku...entah mimpi apapun aku tak tahu....
Menarik nafas lega bila jam dah pukul 6...Bersorak-sorak dalam hati "yay,sudah pagi.Mentarikan datang".Aku tak pernah rasa gembira macam ni..lagi-lagi bila time nak bangun pergi kelas.Kalau terjaga pukul 6 nak terkencing,rasa macam "alaa...kenapa dah pukul enam??Hishhhh".Hari tu memang sejarahla.

Enough talking,let's proceed to the pictures

2011-07-10T06:43:00.006+08:00

Hello...hello

I'm on hiatus for so long.Actually,I didnt have any topic to talk about in my blog.There's nothing "special" things or event happen during my one and a half month holiday.But I was about to express my opinion on the rally happen yesterday.

I wake up around 10 in the morning and all i think about "must turn on the news to see about the illegal rally".As I watch the news,the rally haven't started yet.The police guarded at the "hot spot" with FRU.I was thinking "hurmm,nothing will happen today". Thinking about that make me happy.Why?Because all this rally will scare the tourist and the investors .Not for long .1 o'clock news shows the rally has started and most of the place the rally happen is where most of the tourist are going.

As a malaysian,I'm mad and sad because of all the things thats happening.I love my country and it is a very peaceful and beautiful country.You are free to go he here are and there.But because of this rally people are scared to go out and there was massive traffic jams in several roads.This people on the roads are complaining saying that this rally has disturbed their activities.Let say,I've to visit someone in the hospital and I'm not from KL and I stuck in traffic for more than 4 hours.If private hospital is okay but government hospital,the visiting hour until 5 pm.

To make it worst.this rally news come out in BBC,CNN AND the new york post.I want to know why they held this rally in the city.There are many tourist there.If I'm one of the tourist,I'll be scare to come to malaysia again.If you want to speak up,speak up but dont make any chaos.Do you know how many shops owner loss their income yesterday?Some more its Saturday where most of the people go out to shops.

Let me speak this in bahasa

Yang ramai join perhimpunan haram tu pun student.Aku tak boleh nak cakap apalakan.Tapi korang tu belajar pakai duit siapa?Duit kerajaan juga.Korang tupun jangan-jangan belajar dekat university kerajaan.Haih,entahla.Lepas tu,aku ramai tengok wanita bertudung menyertai perhimpunan ini.Aku yang pakai tudung ni rasa malu juga.Aku faham engkau orang cuba menjadi wanita yang berani tapi ini bukan caranya.Bukan tu je,ada juga emak-emak yang bawa anak-anak dia orang join perhimpunan.Kesian budak-budak tu.Budak 5 tahunpun ada.Budak tu manala tahu apa-apa.Oh come on,janganla heret anak-anak engkau into this rally.

Aku rasa dioarang ni semua belajar sejarah.Penatla orang MELAYU dulu-dulu mempertahankan bangsa dengan negara kita tup..tup abad yang ke-21 ada orang yang mahu mengacau bilaukan negara ni.Aku ni belum lagi cukup umur untuk mengundi and akupun tak suka nak tulis pasal politik sangat.Inipun aku tulis sebab aku rasa macam kurang "enak" ye apabila ramai bangsa aku sendiri dalam perhimpunan tu.Engkau orang tahu ada satu "tempat" ni,diaorang tak ada langsung hak untuk bersuara.Kalau diaorang membantah pemimpin atau kerajaan mereka,diaorang kena tangkap and sampai muflis orang tu dia buat.

Bukan nak cakap apa,aku ni adala juga pergi tengok negara-negara orang,adala melawat sana sini tapi malaysia juga bagus.Nak tahu kenapa?Dekat sini,aku nak makan apapun boleh.Aku tak perlu nak rasa was-was.Kalau nak ke toilet,aku tak payah nak bawak baby wipe sebab ada paip.
Lagipun negara aku ni aman damai.Aku nak ke sana ke mari tak payah nak rasa takut.Ada satu "tempat",orang yang kaya-kaya je boleh masuk shopping mall.Dekat sini,tak kirala apa status engkau,masukla pavi ke,sunway ke,tak ada orang pun kisah.

Bila banyak merantau,aku banyak ambil ikhtibar.Dekat sini,aku boleh belajar senang lenang pakai duit kerajaan,dah habis aku belajar aku bayar balik.Kalau CGPA aku gempak jadila biasiswa.Tapi aku pelik bila Ada juga yang student kerajaan hantar nun sampai luar negara,nak sambung belajar.Tup..tup.. join perhimpunan.Hurmmm...entahla der.Hantar aku kat luar negara lagi bagus.

Ini adalah sekadar pendapat saya sahaja.Kalau ada yang sokong,itu hak anda,yang tak sokong itu hak anda juga.Sekian terima kasih.

2011-04-10T17:48:00.006+08:00

Boy: Knock Knock

Girl: Who's there?

Boy: Marry

Girl: Marry who?

Boy: Marry me

You guys might think why I start my blog with this dialogue?The reason for this is because of this song

I've been playing it over and over again until I get stuck up with this song and fantasize about my boyfriend singing it for me .Hahaha,what the hell.It just so sweet.This song makes me smile and my heart start to become flowery flowery(is there such word?).His voice and the guitar sounds perfect.It makes me calm and relax.For me,I like this song compare to bruno mars-marry you song.Well,this is just opinion.

Hurmm,tomorrow is monday and everything will be back to normal.So boredla...I dont like to go back hostel and go to class.I just dont know why.How I wish this whole things can be over FAST!Nothing can excite me to go hostel and class tomorrow.When I go back my hostel,I feel so bored.There's nothing for me to do.No TV,no internet...I feel like living in the dessert accept there got water,food and not much of sand.I miss home when I stay at my hostel.Some people say to me "your house is near and every week go back but still got homesick".Well,to be honest I cant even last there for 1 hour!I've been pushing myself to go there.*sigh*.I know,now is the time for me to live independently but I just cant live with people who cant understand me.I dislike people who cant see other people side and their world only revolve around themselves.It's like they've been like in their own imaginary world where his/her is the only living things there.

My mom knows why I feel like this and been giving all this advice for me to keep on going.I pray god will give me all the strength to keep going despite all the things I've to gone through now.

I'll try to be patient as patient as I can be.I do believe this "what goes comes around".So,if one day you feel like the way I feel now then you know how hurt it can be!

2011-04-02T12:01:00.003+08:00

Hello....

How should I describe this week?One word:exhausted!.
It has been a hell of a week.So many assignment,not to say my freaking practicals which need to pass up every friday.Argghhhh!Can the lecturer give me time to "breath".

Thankfully,I've done all the assignments and practicals....and already pass up to my lecturer...Take that,mr kuppu!
I start to sing the "we are the champion" song when I've finish my assignment.I know "wth" right? Even my room mate was looking at me in a weird way...Sorry ayien,I cant help the way I feel!Hehehe

Anyway,this past few days,I have this kind of weird feeling about my boyfriend.I feel like he hiding something from me,I feel like he cheating on me....I dont know.I'm confuse with the feeling I'm having now...Is it real?or is it just my feeling?Hurmmm...Someone used to told me,if you feel like you dont have future with him,dont waste your time....*sigh*

One more thing...some of the people in my class start to "tickle" my nerve when they listening to the music on their phone and turn on the volume as if everybody want to listen.Gosh,can you buy headphone or mp3 player,you disturbing my ears.
I'm not enjoying the song you play,thank you very much...I cant even understand the lyric.
Not only that,when our lecturer shows agar culture picture in the book they cant wait to have it and when they have it,they look at it as if the books belong to them.Oh,come on!And when I have the book,one person say "Eh,I havent get the book yet?".Be patientla,I also just got the book.Just because I'm a very tolerable person,so I gave the book to her.

Kalau ada yang baca benda ni dan ada yang terasa...terus terang aku cakap aku bukan nak gaduh tapi sebabkan blog ini aku yang punya so suka hati aku nak tulis apa ....

2011-03-20T17:02:00.003+08:00

To my dear friend lola,

Hey it's been awhile since we met.Aku tahu aku macam dah lupa engkau tapi janganla rasa macam itu.Hurmm,sejak masuk college aku agak sibuk.Aku terpaksa save aku punya credit sebab mr.paing tu.Hahahaha,anyway hari ini aku pun jengah-jengahla blog engkau..
Banyak juga benda engkau update tapikan bila aku scroll kat bawah-bawah aku jadi touching.Engkau ada cerita dekat aku yang engkau nampak bayangan dia dekat MCD bangi and muka engkau terus pucat.Hurmmm,masa time tu aku bertanya sendiri "maybe she still love him".Engkaupun pernah datang pavi dengan dia masa aku kerja,aku tak sangka pula.Aku tak nak buat engkau sedih tapi bila aku tengok video yang engkau buat untuk dia,aku hampir nak mengeluarkan air mata.

Aku percaya,one day engkau boleh dapat lelaki yang lebih baik dari dia and akan setia dengan engkau selama-lamanya.Someone who will appreciate the love you gave to him.You just need to open your heart...

2011-01-31T12:10:00.002+08:00

Hello,
It has been a long long time since I last update my blog.Frankly speaking,there are times when I feel like updating my blog but I'm too lazy to update it.I also dont have any topic to talk with you guys.Well,actually I do have but my mind went empty when I click at "new post" button.Then I start mumbling about some stupid things.*wth*

Well,I'm in my semester 2 now.It has been okay but I wish I studying with my form 4&5 classmate.They are the best.We are like brothers and sisters.When one of use feeling down,the whole class feel it too and start asking one another about him/her.Hurmm,that's the best year in my life.

Now,I dont feel as happy as I used to be.I'm in a totally different environment.There are times when I feel like crying and dont have anyone to talk to.That's the time,when I sms my "sisters" and tell them about my problem.They are still the same people I know.Help me when I'm down,giving me advice when I've got problem.How,I wish we were studying together.
You guys make me laugh when I feel down,make me feel alive again when I feel like dying is the best option,make me feel less alone.

My boyfriend always put the blame on me.He always start the argument and make me feel guilty.I cant take it.I do love him but I just cant tell him what really feel.There are things,I kept inside because I'm afraid he will start an argument with it.I dont want to argue with him.I'm too tired for it.Sometimes I think whether he really appreciate me?Does he really love me or he just want someone he can throw his anger at?
When I'm down,he dont really make me comfortable.I feel like I'm just a burden to him.
Asking me question like "do you really want to go out with me? because when we go out you look like normal.Not excited","do you love me?".How am I suppose to answer him when he ask me like that .It has been 1 year but when he ask me "do you love me?" ,I get really frustrated.At the point of time,I rather kill myself and bury myself six feet under.Then ask me "if I die,how you will be?".Huh?!,what kind of question is that?What is he trying to tell me?.I dont want to be cliche and tell him "oh,my darling,I will die together with you",I aint juliet.*sigh*

Can I have a shot of tequila?*sigh*

2010-06-22T21:09:00.007+08:00

Hello everybody :).How you guys doing?I hope all of you feel fine.

It been so long long since my last post.I'm just not in the mood to blog in this past few months.That's because I'm busy working 8 hours a day.During my off day,I just rest and hang around in shopping mall.Now,I'm not working anymore.I already resigned from ichiban boshi.I must say,there's a lot a lot of things I learn from that restaurant.I learn that's not easy to earn money.I see the foreign workers working 12 hours a day,just to earn RM 800 a month.I see them survive in my own country with that salary.Though,I earn more than them but I stilll think my salary is not enough.I realize that life is tough and I must be grateful with what I have.

Mr paing already left malaysia and go back to his hometown.On 5th of june,I send him to the airport together with my mom and bro.Thank you mom and abang ajim:).I hope my paing is doing well there and come back here as soon as possible.Ngar min ko chit t,thet paing oo.

Mummy,thanks for your advice and the support you give me.Without you,I dont know what I'll do.

My 2 girlfriend also help me a lot.Sarah and najlaa cheer me up.We go to theme park and make ourself dizzy.They come to my house and we watch korean movie,baby and I.Najlaa cant stop drooling over geun suk in that movie.Go shopping with them and take so many picture.Thank you so much siti nur najlaa and sarah nadia.

mummy dearest♥

paing♥

Lepas ini,dah masuk college jangan lupa saya di sin,Sarah&najlaa♥

2010-04-20T12:41:00.005+08:00

Meet,Mr.thet paing oo :)

2010-02-24T11:36:00.003+08:00

It's been so longggggg since the last post.I miss my blog eventhough it looks very deserted and boring.

Well,I have been working for almost three month.It doesnt seems long right?but the experience I gain is like I've been working there for three year!There's one guy in ichiban boshi.His name is thet paing oo a.ka my dear.He's a very nice guy.I also get along with people who's older than me.So,I have to treat them with respect.I have to talk nicely with them and listen to them because they are older than me.There's this husband and wife,I call them ah ma and ah pa.They also nice to me.Treat me like their daughter and always give me advice when I cry.

I thought,I'm too young to do this job but why can nic(same age) can do this job and I cant.I do feel like quitting this job.I dont think that's a good idea because I need the money to pay for my college fees.If I dont work,I'll trouble my mom to pay for my college fees.Government university is cheaper than private college.Well, of course!But it's not easy to enter government university.Your result must be really goodie goodie good and I dont think my result is that good.

I hope my best friends didn't get angry with me If I cant reply to their message,answer their call,reply to their comment and turn them down when they ask me out.During my off day,I usually spend my time with my family because they can feel like I've spent less time with them especially my dad.

But it's okay.I only going to work there until april.So that,I have a month to rest before I enter college or university.Not only that,may is also a very special month for me.So,I want to spend my time with my love ones on that month.;).I really miss you guys.I feel overwhelmed when you guys said you guys go to pavi to visit me at ichiban boshi but sadly you guys cant find me.It's okay.As long as you guys still remember me,I'll be strong enough to work there until april.Hehehe.

2010-01-29T10:02:00.005+08:00

Waiting for tonight........... :)

2010-01-13T23:10:00.004+08:00

I miss.....

siti nur najlaa,yen sher leen,samantha yeap,suk koon,siti sarah,aisyah hata,rachel,jarred,my "brothers" and "sisters" in 5 science 2.Please come and visit me at ichiban boshi.Please...please..please.I cant stand that place anymore.I need you guys punya moral support that you guys always give to me before. T_T.Depression........

2010-01-05T13:13:00.001+08:00

"Now guess who's back with a brand new track
That got everybody in the club going mad"*happy dance*

Well.....not really.....

Okay update..update..update, yeah!I'm currently working as a service staff at this one japanese restaurant in pavilion.Well,Frankly speaking I dont like japanese foods especially those seaweed.That green thing taste like grass to me.Some of the foods there are very smelly.I rather eat capati than sushi.BUT what to do now I'm working at a japanese restaurant**serve me right* and to make things worst I have ze to the ro knowledge about japanese food.First day of work,my manager already assist a guy who's the senior staff there to brief me and give me instruction about my job but he is just so damn busy with his work.Leave me standing in the kitchen looking at the chef cooking the food.At that time,I wish I was somewhere else.Then,in the middle of nowhere a guy call me and I go to him.He said "If you tak ada apa jawatan jangan duduk dapur nanti kena tiao".Errrr,I also dont know what is tiao but I assume it as kena marah.So,I nooded my head and he introduce himself.His name is nico.15 years old kid who always asked me "are you okay ar?".But too bad la,he no more working because he go to to go back to school.Thanks to him,I've make a few friends there.I can say most of the staff there are very nice accept for my supervisor,two of my manager and one of the kitchen staff.

Arghhhh,english aku semakin lama semakin teruk.Ayat dekat atas ini ha tunggang langgang.Aku rasa nak berblog dalam bahasa melayu.

Bila dah kerja,aku jumpa dengan ramai orang.Staff yang kerja dekat situ ada yang datang dari myammar,nepal,bangla,philipinne.Custmer pula kadang-kadang datang dari Korea,japan,Australia etc etc.Mula-mula aku rasa macam banggala juga ada orang korea datang dekat restoran tu tapi lama-lama dah biasa.Bila time nak communicate memang masalah sikitla.Tapi still aku bolehla handle benda-benda ni.

Customer yang datang macam-macam perangai.Ada nak yang ini,nak yang itu,tak nak yang,tak nak yang itu,kenapa macam ini,kenapa macam itu.Ada juga yang tanya dekat aku "bisu ke?".Errrr..........aku nak saja reply "are you dumb?".Tapi aku terpaksa tahan kemarahan yang membara dengan memberi senyuman yang "manis" dan balas "takla".Itu belum lagi bila customer punya complain.Bila dah kerja dekat tempat yang exclusive,customer dia pun nak service yang exclusive.Kalau tak dia akan complain dekat manager.Tapi okay lagi sebab manager dia tak adala macam supervisor aku yang aku benci gila nak tengok muka dia.Bukan aku sahaja yang ada masalah dengan dia,kebanyakan staff dekat situpun tak suka dia sebab dia macam rude and dia tak respect kita orang.Walaupun,dia supervisor tapi dia kena jugala respect kita orang sebab kita orang ini pun human being.Ada ke satu hari itu dia cakap dekat aku dengan nada yang keras "in you headla".Lepas itu,orang dekat situ cakap dia kalau nak tegur,dia tegur depan-depan customer.Mana boleh macam itu.Mengaibkan seseorang di depan customer dan depan staff yang lain.Seriously,kalau kerja dekat situ kena jadi macam kayu.Jangan ada perasaan ataupun orang selalu kata jiwa kosong(word?!).Semalam,ada dua orang baru yang masuk kerja.Sekolah VI.Warghhh,inila masanya aku nak buli dia orang.Haahahha.Dalam mimpi aku la.Aku pun baru 2 minggu dekat situ.Tak payah,nak poyo-poyo sangat alyaa.

Walau macam manapun,aku sebenarnya merindui "adik-beradik" aku yang dulu aku selalu jumpa dekat sekolah.Sekarang,nak reply comment dia orang dekat facebook pun susah sebab bila balik kerja dah penat,sebelum pergi kerja aku kena siap itu,ini.Bila dia orang ajak keluar,aku terpaksa menolak sebab ichiban boshi.Semuanya ichiban boshi.Salahkan ichiban boshi.hHahahaha.*wth*.

Well,that's all for now.Hope it's not too late to wish you guys happy new year.God bless you!:)

2009-12-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

Gomenasai guys,I'll update my blog soon........

"kaiten new order....kitchen new order......soba new order....!"Arghhhh,shut up!!!!!

2009-09-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

I've been on hiatus for a long time and I think I must update my blog before my blog start to look very deserted.It looks like one to me now!
Seeing other people so semangat updating their blog makes me want to update mine though I have no interesting topic that I want to talk about.*screw me*

I dont really have time to update my blog and sometimes I'm just too lazy to update it.Since today I've got free time and the most important thing is my trial exam finish and the last paper was add math 1.*gasp*.My english essay is so bad.That even the stray cat feel like want to puke when it read my essay.I dont know what I'm mumbling about and when I told my mom about it she was like "why your essay is not related to your point?".What to do mom I went blank that day.I saw this one guy,his essay were so long and full.I got intimidated by it which lead to me writing about some nonsence thing in my essay paper.*pure idiot*.During my exam week,my time table become very kelam kabut already.I slept around 12 a.m and wake around 5.Then straight go to school around 7 o'clock.Only god know how tired I am.My back is killing me.My room is messy.Books and paper everywhere.So you can imagine how my bed looks like*grinning*

The never ending homework,undone project,lazyness,fasting month,exam makes me wanna call tanjung rambutan and send me there.I thought,after my trial finish there's no homework but sadly my BM teaches just give us like 5 sheet of homework paper to do during raya.THANK YOU SO MUCH but too bad I'm so not going to do my homework.I have the right to enjoy this raya.Muahahaha.

Today it's the time I go through and check my friends blog.See whether the gossip about me or got latest gossip.Suprisingly,among my homeslice the only person that update her blog often is miss ph'ing ph'ing.*Big round applause*.

Well to be honest,I might not going to update my blog after this until December.But who knew,it might be earlier than that.It's not like anyone care whether I update or not.

Oh yeah before I forget,taylor swift dont worry you deserve to win that awward.I dont why kanye have to disses taylor in front thousand of people.Are you of your mind or you are just trying to get other people attention?Cheap publicity!Go fly kite!

2009-08-08T01:02:00.003+08:00

I let this blog "rest" until it done resting

2009-06-07T11:34:00.006+08:00

Enough is enough people

Kelly Clarkson says she's tired of being bullied over her weight.

"For seven years it's been happening. It's like, 'OK cool, the fat joke,'" she said during an interview with 2Day FM's Kyle and Jackie O Show in Australia.

Despite the taunts, the American Idol champ says, "I love my body. I'm very much OK with it. I don't think artists are ever the ones who have the problem with their weight, it is other people."

Clarkson has also come under scrutiny over her sexuality. She says she doesn't care if people think she is gay.

Her only gripe?

"The rumors are not helping me on the dating front!" she said. "I prefer the boys. I'm extremely flattered when I do get hit on by girls, and I think it's hot, but I'm not into it. I like boys."

She said she's in no rush to find Mr. Right.

"I'm only 27, not 40 and still single!" she said. "I enjoy being single, I love work and I think people are so passive with relationships and I'm not that person."

Added Clarkson, "I'm an extremist, I'm either in a relationship or I'm not. I'm honest about it and I'll tell people, it's just there's nothing to tell. I have a very good life.

Source:Yahoo!

I totally agree with miss clarkson because I'm sick of people telling or teasing me because I'm F-A-T.They should know I'm a human with feelings.I dont think we as a human have the right to tease other people weight or flaws because we all the same in god's eyes.

and No,I dont think it's a joke when you tease other people weight

Auntie zaidah(the tailor in my previous post)I'm a fat girl.I dont want to be so thin like you.I hate you,you know that.I know that you are very rich and you daughter is very slim but in my eyes you are nothing but a woman who is so conscious about her weight.

2009-06-03T18:29:00.000+08:00

I gain weight!

Today,I go meet this tailor that have been jahit my baju kurung since I'm 9 years old.She said that I've gain weight.T_T.Is this true?My self esteem is very low and I hate it when people start to talk about my weight.What can I do?I cant control my weight.I try to diet but it didnt work out.

I will not go to pharmacy and buy those slimming pill.I dont want to ruin my health.My father ask me to exercise but I'm just to tired and lazy to exercise.Everytime,when I get back from school I feel very tired,hungry and sleepy.I have no time to exercise.My homeworks "exercise"me already.

*sigh.I dont know.God,I'm so stress right now!

2009-06-02T15:41:00.000+08:00

Tagged by miss makiyoyen

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

As usual,I'll break the rules by posting this in my blog.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage:H2O
2. Last phone call: Yun foong
3. Last text message:Hotlink
4. Last song you listened to: Thank god I found you
5. Last time you cried: I cant remember

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice:No
7. Been cheated on:No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it:No.
9. Lost someone special:My cat?Yes.Sob...sob
10. Been depressed:Yes but not until I want to suicide
11. Been drunk and threw up:Na'ah

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12.Black
13. Pink
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love:Nope
17. Laughed until you cried:Blame samantha
18. Met someone who changed you:Nope
19. Found out who your true friends were:Nope
20. Found out someone was talking about you:I dont know.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:On the cheeks?Yes.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them
23. How many kids do you want?: Two
4. Do you have any pets: Sadly,no!But I'm supporting SPCA.
25. Do you want to change your name:For what?
26. What did you do for your last birthday:Eat until my parent broke!
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.10 A.M
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Listening to my brother singing
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:The day when I got my degree.Hehehe
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Last saturday morning
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:So many things.
32. What are you listening to right now : Rain drops
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:Nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now:Nothing
35. Most visited webpage:Yahoo
36. Whats your real name: Alyaa Izzati binti aminuddin
37. Nicknames: Ariaa chan,ariaa C,meow meow,montel,and the list goes on
38. Relationship Status: Single pringle
39. Zodiac sign: Taurus
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Primary School?:SK Taman nirwana
42. Secondary School?: SMK Datok Lokman
43. High school/college?:I dont know
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short:not too long and not too short
46. Height:163 cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: No
48: What do you like about yourself?: I'm loyal.*dont laugh guys*
49. Piercings:No
50. Tattoos: No
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery:Never been in surgery
53. First piercing: I cant remember
54. First best friend:Ann something.I forgot her name
55. First sport you joined:
56. First vacation:When I was 5 and I accidentally pee on the aeroplane sit
58. First pair of trainers:Cant remember

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating:Nothing
60. Drinking:Nothing
61. I'm about to:fart
62. Listening to: storm
63. Waiting on:my parent to come back

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?:Yes.Yes.Yes
65. Get Married?: Only god knows
66. Career?: A pharmacist maybe.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes:Both
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous:Neither
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both
73. Sensitive or loud:sensitive and loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship:Go Listen to kelly clarkson new song(I do not hook up)
75. Trouble maker or hesitant:Trouble maker is ma middle name.G'yeah

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger? :Dangerous!
77. Drank hard liquor:No
78. Lost glasses/contact:Yeah.
79. Sex on first date:Are you dumb or something?
80. Broken someone's heart: No.
82. Been arrested:Nope,everytime I saw those police I'll just smile as sincere as I can and they go "awwww".Hahahaha.*make up story*
83. Turned someone down:Yes
84. Cried when someone died:Yes
85. Fallen for a friend?:No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself:Yes
87. Miracles:sometimes
88. Love at first sight:sometimes
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus:No
91. Kiss on the first date: No
92. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No..no...no
95. Did you sing today?:Yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 1997.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:Past is past.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: No.

2009-05-30T00:11:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Dolah!!

Presenting to you my brother.So scary right my brother?

Happy birthday dolah,
Happy birthday dolah,
happy birthday dolah annoying,
Happy birthday Dolah.

My brother got curse from someone.Now he turn into a cat.I wish
In reality

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He is still a human being.

Happy 23rd birthday,mohd azim a.k.a my annoying brother.

An annoying happy birthday song for an annoying person

2009-05-11T18:41:00.000+08:00

**Sorry guys,I'll update about my birthday later.

1.I want to dedicate this song to my partner in crime,my hubby,my groomie,my bitchy,my best-best friend,my friend,my smelly family and to those who wish me happy birthday

"I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life"

As I turn seventeen today,I think this song suits me.

***updates
It takes me two weeks to update my blog."Thanks" to the exam.I can feel my head is getting bigger and bigger until at one point I'm blank and go gugugaga around the house.Even my my mom noticed it.Anyway,I'm here to blog about my birthday.Nothing much to talk about.So let just jump to the present part.I received necklace from rachel,milka chocolate from suk koon,ear ring from afiqah,a mini house which you can put candle in it from sher leen and a birthday cake from aisyah hata.You might asking,what parent give to me as my birthday.They belanja me makan and said I can order anything I want.You should look on their face,when I order the foods.What to do mamam and dada,you daughter love to eat one.(I'll post the picture later)

So,this afternoon,I was in the bus when there's two sucker that cant stop shouting and cursing.Sucker number one was sitting beside me and I feel like pulling his hair,slap him and push him outside of the bus.But I dont want to create a scene or to cause someone death.So,I just look outside the window and be patient but still cursing inside.Sucker number 2 ask sucker number 1

sucker 2:Weyh,yang dekat sebelah tu kau tak nak?
sucker 1:Yang ini,untuk malam-malam bolehla
sucker 2:Untuk sapa?
sucker 1:untuk kaula.

translation

sucker 2:Do you "want" the girl next to you?
sucker 1:at night time only
sucker 2:for who?
sucker 1:you

What the fuck man.I dont even know who you are and you suddenly talk shit about me.Do you have brain?or you brain somwhere inside your ass and it's made up of shit.

I didnt mean to curse but I just cant help myself when I think of it.What an awful things to say!

2009-05-01T14:59:00.000+08:00

I hate

1.When my parent start to argue about some small matter

2.when my mom complained about my father attitude to me

3.when my mom tell me she going to migrate to London after she retire and leave me here.T_T

4.when my parent stop talking to each other

5.when my brother always do things at the last minute

I dont understand

1.why my dad always think he is right?

2.why my dad always want people to listen to him?

3.why my mom always being such a drama queen?

4.why my brother want to get marry when he has not enough money?

5.why my family become a burden to me?

2009-04-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

I'm obsesses with this book and I dont know why

I'm not really into reading stuff.I prefer reading other peoples blog,newspaper,magazine,reference book etc etc as long as it's not a story book and novel.But this book make me feel happy when I read it.I dont know why I feel that way.In my opinion,this book is great.I want to ask my mom to buy me this book as my birthday present but naah.I want to buy this book with my own money.I better start saving now!

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To:Puan hashimah(kalau cikgu sedang baca blog saya)

Saya akan cuba sedaya upaya saya untuk mendapat gred yang terbaik di ujuian diagnostik.Ujian intervensi ini saya tidak serius dan saya tidak banyak membuat ulang kaji.Oleh kerana itu,markah saya menurun dengan teruk.Saya harap cikgu tidak marah.Saya minta maaf cikgu.T_T

2009-04-11T17:09:00.000+08:00

My other half,lola was diagnosed with scoliosis.When she first tell me about it,my heart beating stopped and I feel like I was dreaming.I think maybe it's because she dont want me to scream or cry like hell so she tell me about it at pavilion food court.But still I'm trying to figure out about scoliosis.I asked what is scoliosis and she asked me to google it.So,I go home and google it but I've got like a short information about this disease or maybe because I'm misspelled the word.Now,I know what is scoliosis.On 2nd of april,she had her spine surgery.Only god knows,how I feel that time.I keep on looking at the clock and my mind cant stop thingking about her.The day after,I called her mom and asked about her.When she said lola is stable,I can feel I'm breathing again.Phewwhh.On that saturday,we go and visit her.She's still in ICU and before we enter the ICU there's two things we need to do.First,we need to cover our shoes with a shoes cover(I dont know what it call).Second,we need to spray our hand with the antibacteria liquid thing which nickyta force me to smell it and I'm so dumb to follow what she said.The smell is not that bad but It'll make your head spinning for awhile.I bought her the round shape balloon with "get well soon" message on it,famous amos cookies and a polka dot cardigan.

Last thursday,me and my homeslice go and visit her again.But this time,ph'ing,jun wu,kok onn,vain and hoong tet also go and visit her but they go first.Only god knows,how hard for me,aisyah and sarah to stop taxi.I show my 5 ringgit but none of the taxi stop.In my mind,I was thinking about getting half naked.Hahahaha.But thanks to this one taxi driver who is kind enough to stop and drive us to prince court.I mean that is what they supposed to do.Stop and conveys passengers between locations of their choice.When we get in the hospital,the air from the aircond strike us.Go to najlaa ward and I'm getting so excited.What the hell right?But I'm so happy to see she is healthier than last time.

Nice sandwich

I look funny in all of the picture.That's the reason I dont smile so "sincerely" in front of the camera.My eyes will be so small and looks like I'm going to poop.Whateverla as long as my friends look good in the pictures.

I love you Lola!

2009-04-03T19:22:00.001+08:00

Bring it on man.I'm not afraid of you.I will try my best to win!I feel so stupid because every time I always will be the one who said sorry.Who do you think you are?You know what!You mean nothing to me.You can hate me.I dont care.I dont need you.I'm not the kind of person who will admit I'm wrong.My ego is high.So yeah if you treat me like this,after this I wont be nice to you.Seriously,dude.You make me angry like hell now.I dont even know why I always begging for your forgiveness.I think maybe is because I just met you and I dont want to be mean to you.But today,you open my eyes.Thank god for that.I'm not going to go in front of you and say that I hate you then slap you on the face.But,I will ignore you..I dont want to waste my time writing about you in my blog.If you reading this,good for you.Atless you know how I feel.Bless your soul!

2009-03-22T11:47:00.000+08:00

Woman and add math?

2009-03-19T12:41:00.000+08:00

What the hell..................*scream*

Today,I log in my facebook and as usual I look at the right which is the highlight corner.Then,I was in shock when I saw 2 of my facebook friends become a fan of sex.And I accidentally,click the become a fan link.I was kelam kabut already and quickly click the remove from fan link.
Oh my and at that time there's like 7 people online.*scream*

I love dirty jokes only.Not really a fan of sex.Hahahaha.Or maybe I'm to shy to admit it.Pffttt,what the hell am I thinking.If I love sex pun,I wont make it public by become a fan of it.I bet those who's online think I'm crazy already.LOL

Po...po.....po...ker face

2009-03-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

I've been awarded a strawberry award by sze jing.*teary eyes*.

I know what you guys think?"hello,this isn't grammy award?Why are you being so emotional?".It is because sze jing thinks my blog is cute!Hahahahaha

.....For the cutest blogger!Hahahaha.

This award is for someone cute or someone owns a cute blog.
I've pass this award to you because I think both you and your blog is cute!!!

After you receive this award, you need to pass it to 10 persons that you think they are cute or their blogs are cute~

1.Najlaa's blog
2.Adli's blog
3.Phing's blog.*hahahaha
4.Makiyo's blog
5.Sze jing's blog
6.Rachel's blog
7.Sammie's blog
8.Zoey's blog
9.Fuzzy's blog
10.Kakak Hanisah's blog

2009-03-16T13:51:00.000+08:00

So from now on, your going to be asked unique questions, you ready?
Hell..........................................no

Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
Only Allah knows

Would you date someone who lived in another state?
NO!

Could you handle a long distance relationship?
No,I'm a very possessive person.

When's the last time you said you were fine, but really weren't?
4 days ago

Relationships or one night stands?
If the boy is from vegas then it will be one night stand.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Hurmmm,last week maybe.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Only Allah knows

Do you laugh a lot?
Yes

Do you consider yourself lucky?
Sometimes

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
Do "hotlink" consider as a person?

You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
God,I'm going to get grounded for the rest of my life.

Could you cry right now?
What the duck!My dad will think I'm crazy

What are the things you've heard people say about you?
Janganlah buat kerja kelam-kabut-ayah

Are you mad at someone right now?
Yes.

Who did you spend your summer with last year?
I live in a tropical country so everyday is a summer day.

Last person you told a secret to?
Najlaa

Do you like hugs and kisses?
BIG YES!

Do you text/call during class?
Seldom.

Did you say "fuck" today?
fuck yeah.

Have you ever made fun of anybody and later became their friend?
Yeah,take my sammy as an example

Have you ever caught a friend cheating on their bf/gf?
Nope,they all good girl.

Did you know that peeling a wrapper off of a bottle means your sexually frustrated?
Oh my!Hahahahaha

Where’s the closest hoodie to you right now?
In my cupboard

Would your parents be okay with you dating someone of another race?
Mom:Yes.Dad:he prefer me dating with the same race.

Last movie you watched?
I think is homeless to harvard.

Who were you with?
Anything in my room is with me right now

Where was the last place you bought something?
Jaya jusco,Mini poppers.

When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
Last friday.

Are you attracted to the last person that kissed you?
No,I love her because she's my mom.

Your current relationship status?
single and pringle.Hahahahaha

Do you always answer your phone?
No.

What are you wearing on your feet?
Nothing

Did you buy anything today?
No

On a scale of 1- 10, how good are you at wrapping gifts?
5.

When's your birthday?
may 11

Name one accomplishment you had this week?
get enough sleep.Yahoooo

Are you friends with your exes?
No.

When did you start 'dating'?
I dont consider it as a date.It's more like meeting.Hahaha

Do you make the first move?
Depends.

Have you ever gone to dances?
No.How sad:(

Do you listen to any screamo bands?
When I'm mad,yes

If you were an animal, what animal would you be and why?
A sloth because I'm slothful

Do you play any sports?
During gym class

Have you ever bought a self-help book? (Even the -- For Dummies series, etc)
Yes

How many pairs of jeans do you own?
4

When was the last time you had butterflies &/or dragonflies?
This morning while going to the auditorium.

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
This morning.

Where will you be in an hour?
Only Allah knows

Who was the first person you talked to today?
My dad

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Just wait and see.

Are you wearing jeans right now?
no

What's something you do when you're mad?
Keep quite

Are you happy?
I guess

How's your heart lately?
Fine,thank you

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
From my school koperasi

Will this weekend be good?
I dont think so

Are you in a relationship?
Yes with najlaa,sammy,sher leen,rachel.I'm a Ladieswoman.

Have you ever woken up next to someone and were freaked out?
No.

How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
Not that much

What color is your keyboard?
Black

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yes

How long does it take you to shower?
Depends.

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
No

Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Only Allah knows

Would you run around a neighborhood at night without a shirt for 500 dollars?
Then get caught by the police?Heck no.

Do you take compliments well?
I think so

Last text message was from?
Hotlink

Last incoming call?
My house

Do you curse?
When I'm angry and annoyed at someone

How old will you be in 2009?
17 years young

Elementary school?
Sekolah kebangsaan Taman Nirwana

Middle school?
Sekolah menengah Kebangsaan Datok Lokman

Highschool?
Strip club.*wth*.Still in Lokman

Ever lost a best friend?
Yes

Did you speak to your father today?
Yeah

When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
I dont know number 1

Do you have someone who can tell right away when you're not at your best?
Yeah and thank god for that.

2009-03-15T16:51:00.001+08:00

I thought my computer got problem because it cant connect to the internet.I was so freaking mad.Internet+me= so call best friend.So,without my so call best friend I rather rest in peace.Hahahaha.What the fuck,I'm so emo.So,I complained about this problem to you know who,my pity dad.Not only him,I actually complained to all of my family even to my cat but it didnt response to my complain.That time,I realise that my cat is mean.So,my dad ask me

Ayah:Did you check the connection
Me:Yes,I already check it for a billion time.
Ayah:I'll call my friends and ask him to check this computer

Later my mom ask me

Mak:Hurmmm,why dont you check the LAN setting
Me:Nope.There's nothing wrong with my LAN setting

Then my brother comes to my room.Click start then control panel then network connection and the connection is disable instead of enable.My brother and my mother make this "what the hell" face.It was nothing but because of the stupid disable thing my computer couldn't connect to the internet.Boo me for not knowing about it.I dont know even know that the network connection thing do exist in my computer.What the hell I'm so lame.

I should stop being a moaner.Think before you moan.What the hell!

2009-03-07T16:49:00.000+08:00

I always wanted to write about this guy but I always forgot his name.Everytime I want to google him I end up writing Yun foong at the serach box.

Fist time I saw him on channel V,I was mesmerized by his voice.I agree If you ask me he is not that good looking but his voice will make people will fall in love with him.As describe by this one blogger,he is quite and soft spoken guy.

Luckily,this morning I've got to watch his Music video on Channel V and I quickly on my computer and search for his video.

And now his song is stuck in my head and I download almost all of his song.I'm gila already.

Fact about him
His real name is Fong Dai thung.An R&B singer and a songwriter too.He can play various instrument.He was born in Hawaii and his family moved to Shanghai when he was 6. His father (an American-born Chinese from San Francisco, California) wanted Khalil to learn more about Chinese culture. 6 years later, they moved to Guangzhou and lived there for about 2 years. Then, they moved to Hong Kong. When he was 16, he sent demos which he had written to music producers. 4 years later, Warner Music Hong Kong finally recruited him as their producer.His first language is English but he can also speak in Mandarin, Shanghainese, Hawaiian Pidgin English, and Cantonese.Most of his song is in mandarin.His favourite animals are gecko and bugs bunny.Huh,bugs bunny?What the hell.

Before I know Him,My favourite chinese male singer is wang lee hom and that's the only it because I cant find any chinese male singer who can sing better than him.Jay chou can sing but I'm not a fan of his song.*appologise to jay's fan.

Pictures:

Just an ordinary guy with extraordinary voice.

Videos:

This is the first Khalil video I watch and suddenly fell in love with his voice

The way he compose this song is amazing.

Jason mraz feat khalil fong-Live high

2009-02-25T18:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday:
"what happened to you alyaa?".Ask madam lau.I just smile.I failed my physic and madam lau is my physic teacher.In this situation,the one I can blame is myself only.Even razzaq ask me the same question when he go through my add math paper.How should I know?I feel bad when I think about the person who give me the "tips" for add math.It is like I dont appreciate the tips he gave me.I actually appreciate the "tips" you gave to me and it's very useful.I mean without your tips,my marks will be like 9 or 10.

Continue from yesterday

I am not in a good mood this evening.I need to something to cheer me up and I found this.This "story" make me smile.

One of the best things we can do in our lives is this:
Begin again.

Begin to see yourself as you were
When you were the happiest and strongest you've ever been.

Begin to remember what worked for you
(and what worked against you),
And try to capture the magic again.

Begin to remember how natural it was when you were a child --
To live a lifetime each day.

Begin to forget the baggage you have carried with you
For years:
The problems that don't matter anymore,
The tears that cried themselves away,
And the worries that are going to wash away
On the shore of tomorrow's new beginnings.

Tomorrow tells us it will be here every new day of our lives;
And if we will be wise,
We will turn away from the problems of the past
And give the future -- and ourselves -- a chance
To become the best of friends.
Sometimes all it takes is a wish in the heart to let yourself ..
Begin again.

by: Collin McCarty, Source Unknown

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The song that I listen over and over again.

2009-02-20T19:35:00.000+08:00

Intervention weeks

Day 1:Bahasa malaysia and english exam.Not so bad.BM is quite tough.The question ask us to make an essay more than 360 words but my essay is less than 300 words.Hahahaha.

Day 2:Mathematics and history.I'm thinking about suicide.History is so damn hard.That choon kit guy who is lately lost his sense of humour told me that he didn't read for history but when he do his essay is like so damn long.Really frustrating.Mathematics is kinda easy for me.I dont have to use the calculator because got not calculation.They test you on the formula only.

Day 3:Physic.I'm preparing for suicide.Freaking hard.Serve me right because I didnt study earlier.This is the effect of study at the last minute.I glanced at suk koon's paper and she can answer almost all of the questions.Makes me feel stupid.

Day 4:Biology.I'm digging my own grave.The topic I read didnt come out in the exam.Some luck huh?*sigh.

Day 5:Add math.I die already.It is hard for me but I think it will be easy if you do a lot of exercise a week before the exam.One boy ask miss lydia is the quetion numbes 2 corrcet.She doesnt know because she's an english teacher.So,she ask me whether I got the answer for question number 2.Almost all of the student in the class look at me and I feel so hesitated to answer the question since I just hantam,I replied "yeah but I'm not sure of the answer".Of all the student there,I'm the one she asked.Haih......

This week,I learn my lesson:DO NOT STUDY AT THE LAST MINUTE.

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Look what I found at rachel's blog

"GOD made a woman out of a man's ribs so a man's ribs is actually incomplete on one side n so a guy must find a girl who has the exact rib from him to ensure both couples stay happily forever"
-Rachel's handsome biology tuition teacher-

Make me said "awwww,that is so sweet" but it is not easy to find a guy who has the exact rib as mine.I dont know from whom I stole this ribs from.Pity that guy,one side of his ribs has been stolen.Gomenasai dude!Hahahaha

But the way,kak hanisah send me this photo

I told her I have this panda eyes because of the exam.I dont get enough sleep and next week I have oral test with my hoochie coochie group and also chemistry,agama exam.
Wish me luck.Hahahahaa.

Have a nice weekend everybody....!

2009-02-13T19:43:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Kak syuhada Ramlee

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name:Alyaa Izzati Binti Aminuddin

2. A four Letter Word:Mini.Wtf

3. A boy's Name:Michael

4. A girl's Name:Anna leesa

5. An occupation:Biomedical scientist

6. A color:Pastel colour

7. Something you'll wear:Dress

8. A food:Chicken rice

9. Something found in the bathroom:Soap

10. A place:Kinabalu mountain

11. A reason for being late:Overslept

12. Something you'd shout:Oi,Shut upla!

13. A movie title:Homeless to Harvard

14. Something you drink:Ice lemon tea

15. A musical group:The times

16. An animal:Panda

17. A street name: Lorong haji taib

18. A type of car: Mercedes-Benz ML 63 AMG

19. The title of a song:the trouble with love is

And guys I've found this video on someone's blog.So damn funny.I was laughing my ass out when I watch this.It's about this one innocent korean dude singing mariah carey-touch my body song.

One word:GAY!

2009-02-09T09:44:00.000+08:00

Pick up line is an instant turn off for some women and I'm one of them.It sound very stupid and cheesy.Fortunately,I've found out something interesting and want to share it with you.It is a suggestion for girls to respond to pick up lines.You can google it if you want.

Boy:Haven't I seen you someplace before?
Girl:Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore.

Boy: So what do you do for a living?
Girl: Female impersonator.

Boy:Is this seat empty?
Girl:Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down.

Boy:So, wanna go back to my place?
Girl:Well, I don't know. Will two people fit under a rock?

Boy:I'd like to call you. What's your number?
Girl:It's in the phone book.

Boy:But I don't know your name.
Girl:That's in the phone book too.

Boy:What sign were you born under?
Girl:No Parking.

Boy:I know how to please a woman.
Girl:Then please leave me alone.

Boy:Haven't we met before?
Girl:Yes, I'm the receptionist at the V.D. Clinic.

Boy:I want to give myself to you.
Girl:Sorry, I don't accept cheap gifts.

Boy:I can tell that you want me."
Girl:Ohhhh. You're so right. I want you... to leave.

Boy:Hey baby, What's your sign?
Girl:Stop.

Boy:Hey cutie, how 'bout you and I hitting the hot spots?
Girl:Sorry, I don't date outside my species.

Boy:May I see you pretty soon?
Girl:Why? Don't you think I'm pretty now?

Boy:Your body is like a temple.
Girl:Sorry, there are no services today.

Boy:I'd go through anything for you.
Girl:Good! Let's start with your bank account.

Boy:I would go to the end of the world for you.
Girl:Yes, but would you stay there?

Boy:Your place or mine?
Girl:Both.You go to yours and I'll go to mine.

Boy: Does beauty run in your family?
Girl: It obviously doesn't in yours!

Boy:: What's your name sexy?
Girl:: Taken!

Boy: Do you believe in love at first sight or do you want me to walk by again?
Girl:Yeah, but this time don't stop!

Boy: I think you're the best looking girl in here.
Girl: Really? Well, I'd better go find the best looking guy then, hadn't I!

Boy: Your legs go clear up to your ass.
Girl: Most peoples' do!

Boy: Can I buy you a drink?
Girl: Go ahead, but only if you buy my boyfriend one too!

Boy:You look like a dream.
Girl: Go back to sleep.

Boy:: What's it like being the most beautiful girl in the world?
Girl: What's it like being the biggest liar in the world?

Boy:I can see forever in your eyes.
Girl:But all I can see is never in yours.

Boy:I looked up beautiful in the thesaurus today and your name was included."
Girl:Thanks! Hey, I saw your name next to jerk.

Boy: If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put I and U togather
Girl: Oh really, because if I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put F and U
together.

Boy:did it hurt when you fell from heaven?
girl: did it hurt when they kicked you out of hell??

Boy:Where have you been all my life
Girl:Hiding from you....how the hell did you find me?

Boy:I would die for you...
Girl: Prove it

Boy: I'm all you've got cutie
Girl: then I must not have a lot

It makes me laugh like a monster when I read this.For me,I prefer guy that just come up to me and introduce himself.It's more better than those stupid pick up line.It wont "pick" me up.

2009-01-31T11:31:00.000+08:00

Sze jing and vain vain tagged me.*sigh

Once, you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things. At the end, you choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

P/s:I should reply this on facebook but what the heck.I prefer post this thing on my blog

1.My full name is alyaa izzati binti aminuddin
2.I was born on eleventh may 1992(11.5.1992)
3.I get nervous when I talk to the opposite sex.
4.I'm a chatterbox with girls but not with boys unless if they are close to me.
5.I love comedy.A bit of drama is okay with me.
6.I hates long talk meeting and endless conversation.
7.I love my homeslice.
8I love making eye contact when I talk unless you start to annoy me,mad at me,etc etc
9.I have fun bullying my 10 years old cousin and she have fun bullying me!Win-win situation
10.I likes to know and learn about your dreams and thoughts
11.There are time when I need to be hypocrite.
12.I like people with personality.
13.I hate reading.
14.I get angry easily.
15.I am stubborn
16.I love mountains
17.I love to feel the rain breeze
18.My neck is the most sensitive part.
19.I love to be hug.*Hahaha
20.I love to make dirty jokes.*I'm such a pervert
21.I love to learn new words.
22.I consider dictionary as a books
23.I hate being push or force to do something.
24.I love candid picture
25.I look funny and ugly when I'm grinning in the picture

2009-01-31T00:23:00.000+08:00

I'm almost fell off the chair this morning.This morning,I was chit chatting with miss lola.It was a normal chatt.We fight,argue,laughing,say stupid things.Well,it is me actually not her.She started to photo sharing.She post many TVXQ picture.She will only collect those hot pictures of them(TVXQ members).But none can make my eyes sparkle.

Until she start to send me this picture:

Not my favorite picture of him.He looks like a vacuum guy to me but a hot one.Hehehehe

But this picture makes me crazy.I cant take my eyes off him.Even though he looks sad but he is still hot.I adore his new haircut.So kawaii.

Another sad picture but I still love him.If he trying to catch my eyes with this looks and a little bit of flirtatious smile,I'll be drooling on the floor.

I'm a fan of shim changmin.I dont know what about him that I love.Maybe because when he smile the eyes will be uneven.Hahaha.People,love is blind.LOL

That's all people.See you next time.Enjoy your weekends.....

2009-01-28T18:21:00.000+08:00

As usual people like me always go through my friends and other people blog.I've found out something interesting in sze jing blog.It's something about the "gender" of your blog.I was so eager to try it and see the result.I bet myself that I will get maybe 80% women and 20% male or 70% women.But this is what I get

Alyaa

93.0%男性倾向,7.0%女性倾向

评点：您的文风冷静而镇定，言语间展现出强悍的思辨能力与恢宏的胸襟，一个男子汉的阳刚形象跃然纸上。

yodao | 博客男女

I've got 93.0% male and 7.0% women.Am I really that masculine?Hahaha

评点：您的文风冷静而镇定，言语间展现出强悍的思辨能力与恢宏的胸襟，一个男子汉的阳刚形象跃然纸上。

Translation:
Critically punctuating: Your writing skill is calm, showing out your strong interpretation and broad mind, the image of a man is totally shown.*thanks to sze jing!

My blog is a MAN but a handsome one.Hehehe.Makes the women blog melt.Ladies be careful!Hehehe

To be honest I am not upset at all.I'm happy with the result.

The conclusion is:

I'm a girl who owns man blog.

And people miss rachel aka my handsome groom has changed her URL to:

www.xxnostringzattachedxx.blogspot.com.

2009-01-26T10:36:00.000+08:00

大家好。你好吗? 我优良是。

我想要利用这机会祝愿你们大家" 愉快的中国新年和好运在该年ox"

Translation:
Hello everybody.How are you?I am fine.

I want to take this opportunity to wish all of you "Happy Chinese new year and good luck in the year of ox"

and fireworks start to comes out

Bummmmm.............................buffffffffffff......................bommmmmm

and people start to applause.

Hahahaha,wth.My imaginary fireworks

Take your time to watch this video and lets pretend the sushi face is me.

Seriously,it does look like Mickey mouse version of sushi to me.
I think I'll go to sammy house and dance like this in front of the door and I'll receive a lot,lot of angpau.Yeah right,instead the parent will call police

I think this one is the original version of 恭喜恭喜 song.I love this girl.She look so cute.Her name is timizhou and people keep on asking whether she's still alive.People,she still alive.I saw her buy mandarin orange yesterday.*exaggerated.The point is she's still alive.

That's all for today my friends.Hope you enjoy your chinese new year and receive a lot of angpau.Dont forget to share with me.50/50 maaa!*ka ching,ka ching

2009-01-23T19:35:00.000+08:00

Finally,the bitch have time to update her blog.The bitch is me but away.Hahaha

After 3 weeks of suffering,finally we got 1 week of school holiday.All of the student wish each other "GONG XI FA CAI,ANGPAO NA LAI"*Is it correct?.We dont care whether he/she is a malay,indian or chinese,we just wish them.Sadly,we didnt receive any angpao because none of them is married.Try to ask teacher for angpao but teacher just smile.So,we all give up and just wish the teacher without the" ang pao na lai ".

I give CNY card to my close chinese friend.All of them so happy when they receive the card.The best thing is when suk koon ask me to close my eyes and kiss me on the chick.I was in shock when she did that.I keep on smiling when I think of it.There it goes "my aww part".I will never forget it.If one day,a guy ask me is this the first time you receive a kiss on the chick besides your family my answer definitely will be no.FYI,I've never received a kiss with my eyes close before.Now,I can go hu..ha...hu...ha about it.*wtf

The craziness,loudness,sadness...will always be on my mind.It makes me realise will I get the same friends when I enter colleague or university.
Friends ,
that didnt mind when I smack their butt,who laugh at my jokes eventhough it sound stupid,I can lesboing with,that can make dirty jokes because we think is funny and I can have fun with.
Whenever I think about it,it's hard for me to leave the school.I guess it is true when people say "you wont miss the person until they gone".You might think it is too early for me to say this but time goes by so fast.Before we realise,it's 2010 already.By that time,most of us is on our separate ways.Some will be busy with project,some might working and some might not here because they study abroad.So,it will be hard for me to see them and feel like the friendship is torn apart.I write this base on my experience with a friend.We used to be close but now everything's changed.

but,
I hope our friendship will never last.No matter what happen,you guys need to promise me that we will be together forever!

*******

Whenever I talk to stranger the chinese slang will come out.This 'stranger' will think that I'm a mix because of the way I talk.Not trying to be plastic or what but the slang just come out.I cant control it.Unless you are close to me,I will talk in a normal way without the chinese slang.That is why I prefer to talk in english with stranger but it might gave them bad impression about me especially to the malay because they think that I'm being "poyo" just because I dont talk in malay.It is hard for me to talk to 'stranger'.They might get me wrong or misunderstood me.*sigh.I'm sorry If I'm boring you by this thing.

I can see at the feed jit that there are people who actually read my blog and they come from different country and places.So happy that you guys read my blog.Leave me comment and I can visit your blog and maybe link you.Dont be shy-shy,just leave me comment.Hehehehe

Want to share this video with you guys.My current favourite song.I was singing and shouting and I bet my neighbours can hear it.Hahahaahha

I must say,the video is not as what I expect it to be.I thought its like the fighting between the gf and bf but this one is between the neighbours!Pfttttt,hahahaha.
What happen to you tyson?.*sigh

There is one guy dedicate this song to his wife on their first anniversary.Wth man!Your wife might be asking you for divorce.Hahahahaa

2009-01-09T17:54:00.000+08:00

School is cool for 1st grade students*accept for those who's crying.Want to know something,I am crying too because this year I'll be sitting for SPM and first day teacher give us homework already.Imagine my life for the next 11 month=horrible.I dont think school is cool.They should put cold instead of cool.Hahaha.*wtf

Haih,I dont know what to say.My head is empty.What I think right now is about my homework...homework....math formula.......madam jessica jokes.......and wondering why I sit in front.See,so many things in my brain.Now,I can tell you my brain looks like tong sampah because so many things inside this rusty brain.Hahaha.But I need to polish this brain until it becomes shining.More shining than sammy teeth.before it's start to go ting tong......Hehehe.

Miss lydia ask us to write an essay about out 09 resolution.I was like "heh,reso..what?".It's not like I never hard that words but I never had a resolution before because if my resolution did not come true I will boo-ing myself.Sounds very pathetic right?That is why I dont want to make any resolution but because that miss lydia ask us too.So I did lah.

I sit in front for the second time of my life.This mean if I havent finish my homework,I'll be the first person to stand up and the first one to get scold!*sigh.And people at the back cannot see what is on the whiteboard because some of them is short and I'm tall.So,I need to sit unproperly for them to see the whiteboard.They cannot blame me.They the one who choose the sit.When I enter the class,all the row is full accept for the first row.So,where do you think I shout sit.On the floor is it?Teacher also ask me "alyaa why you sit in front?You are tall".I almost want to shout "dont ask me whyyyyy" but naah,I just smile and said "when I enter the class the first row is the only row that's empty".pffft,how hypocrite can I be
*I was a bit annoyed by itla.Why dont YOU sit in front so that I can sit at the second or third row and YOU no need to complained "tak nampak"*whateverla..........**sounds like ajmal.

That's all for this horrible week.I dont know when I'm going to post another entry.Alaaa,who cares right?But if you care!I kissu...kissu...kissu you.Hahaha.Take care people.

2008-12-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

Hello my friends!How are you?I am fine!Thanks for asking.Hahaha*wtfla weih

Lately,I am just too lazy to update this blog because I dont know what to blog about.I hate to squeeze my rusty brain to come out with interesting thing for people to read or else they think this blog is just a waste of time.Hahahaha.Before I make new post,I think of something to blog but when I click new post button,the idea start to fly-fly away.Dont know where it goes and I end up blogging about my mom driving me crazy.Hak3

Last thursday and friday,I'm on a vacation to singapore with my "hot and cold" family.We stay at Johor Baharu and we need to take taxi to go to singapore.Vacation punya pasal,I am willing to walk eventhough I feel like my kaki almost tercabut and I can hear my bone started to "krekkkkkkk".Gahahaha*Just kidding
Singapore currencies is freaking high.1 dollar singapore=RM 2.40.Gosh,with 2 ringgit 40 cent I can get one roti canai and ice kosong here.Hahaha.So when we go there,we are being thrifty.We only buy something that so expensive in malaysia but singapore can get it with affordable price.I must say,singapore punya robbinson is slightly cheapla compare to robbinson in malaysia and most of the thing they sell there you cannot get here.But,I still love my country.Malaysia boleh!

Here is some of the photos I take at singapore!

Me:ey,why your nose looks very weird
Brother:Shut up.Let me pout first.

Look how busy is the orchard road during christmas!

Hahaha,what the hell.=.="

I love those fatty-fatty doll.Wtf.

Erkkkkk,he can be very disgusting sometime.Oh wait,not sometime.Anytime is the correct one

When my mom start to pout.Bahaha.Nola,actually she was talking about something in a very vehement way.

Hahaha,cant stop laughing when I see this picture.The way my dad smile looks like first grade student picture in the school magazine.

Well-well new year evela today!Time goes by so fast before we even realise it.Next year will be my haunted year.I'm the victim for SPM 09......*sigh

My 2008 reviews:

Family:We welcoming my future sister in law to our family and officially will be our new family member because she and my 1st brother is getting married next year.Around july,I guess!
This year,my parent quarrel a lot.But not that seriousla.Now they quarrel five minutes later things back to normal.Haih,what can I say.2008 makes me change my opinion towards my 2nd brother.Before this,I always think he is such a jack ass and so annoying and I feel like he is the most selfish person.But this year,I think he is kinda cool eventhough he can be very ass hole sometime but most of the time he is a funny person.His jokes always makes me laugh.Hahaha.Guess what,he also very good at gossiping.Gossip boys!

Friends:This year,I make a lot of new friends.When I first enter 4 science 2,I thought that I am not going to make any friend because I dont know anyone there accept for suk koon and sher leen but that time we are not that close.NOW,very close like glue and I'm missing them.Hahaha
As time goes by,I started to make friends with those people that I dont know and they are very cool,funny and kinda silly.Not only that,I also become so ngam with people before this I am not close with such as sammy,suvitha,sher leen,suk koon etc etc.I also make friend with new student,her name is rachel and now we are husband and wife.Hahahha

Love:Nothing much to say.Like amy winehouse sing "love is a losing game".Well I guess is true.I learn that we need to let go of the person if they dont have any feeling towards us.Or in my case,just forget about confessing your love to your crush when he doesnt know that you are actually exist.Dont waste your time.Find someone who can appreciate you!Why do we need to wait for them.There is alot of guys out there.Just open your eyes and your heart.One more thing,dont go looking for love;let it find you because that is why it's called falling;you dont mean to......you just do.

Study:*dum dum cheng.I practice last minute study.Compare to last year,I study a week before exam and end up getting 2A only.Kids,dont be like me.Study hard!Hahaha

Financial:*another dum dum cheng.Very bad accept during hari raya because I got a lot of angpau.Now,no more already because I spend my angpau money on revision books and other things.*hahahahha,revision book.Nerd wannabe.Poyo gila!

Life:Full with up and down.Eventhough I always said "I rather die" or "mampus aku kerja sekolah belambak" but in the end I still survive.Hahaha.

I end my last blog for 2008 with this quote by Edith Lovejoy Pierce*who the hell is this guy?

"We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called "Opportunity" and its first chapter is New Year's Day. "

and I also want to say

Merry Christmas, Enjoy New Year, Happy Easter, Good luck on Valentines, Spooky Halloween & Happy Birthday. Now bug off and don't annoy me for the next 12 months!!!!Hahaha

2008-12-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

I love my nickname because it's a give by lola who is very special to me but there is so many people get confused by that nickname.So many people thinks I'm a chinese just because the last name is chan and I need to explain to them,why my last name is chan.Sometimes I just want to answer,"it is just a nicknamela bongok!".But nola,people might think I'm somekind of crazy girl which the house is full with cats shit.So,I decided to change it to C instead of chan.So yeah,I change my nickname in friendster and facebook.I didnt change it on myspace because I need a right time for me to chage it.*wtf is this!

But facebook so hella stupid my display name now become "Ari Aac".For the love of god,what the hell is that.And when I poke someone it becomes "ari just poke you".Gosh,what in the world is ari.Sounds like kari to me.I hate facebook.So many fucking rules.Want to change nickname also got rules.What the hell!!I wonder how it becomes the most popular website.Pfffttttt,whateverla.It just a nickname.

For the past few days,I've become so obsessed with kinder bueno.I eat kinder bueno like it is the most healthier things to eat.Every morning,when I wake up I'll crave for Kinder B and eat it without brushing my teeth.Yeah,you can say ewwww but for me it is like emmmmmmmmm,sedap siot!Hahahaha

Lola now become so obsessed with hello kitty,sammy now obsessed on buying a new dress,rachel is obsessed with chocolate and I am obsessed with mister kinder B.Good atless I'm not the only one who have obsession during this 'obsession' school holiday.

My friends ask me whether I have buy barang-barang sekolah and I say "no".Dont blame me,blame my parent.They were so relax when I say "mak yaa nak beli stationary" and my mom said "nanti kita beli".The 'nanti' word is makes me worry.Like lola said buatlah "persiapan sebelum orang lain supaya tidak kelam kabut"*it's sound something like this.

I have to agree with her because I hate it when there are so many people in the stationary store because I dont know what to buy and end up buying nothing and if I did buy something,I'll get fed'up of waiting in the line to pay it.

2008-12-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

Mak:handsomenya hero Twilight ni!!

Me:Bolehla tahan.Tapikan diorang potong part yang make love tu.

Mak:Ha'ah,tula yang tak syok tu

Me:Tapi kalau tengok CD maybe tak potong

Mak:Hah,kita beli CD nak

Me:Heh.........

Well,after watching the Twilight movie,I could say the movie is cool and amazing even though some of the American think it was a low budget movie but for me it is the most amazing vampire I've ever watch.I must say that almost all the Malaysian blogger is talking about Twilight movie including me.

Did I forget to mention that I actually watch this movie with my parent and they think the movie is cool also.*I thought they going to condemn it because they never like the movie I choose but not Twilight.My mom now have a crush on Robert Pattinson.It is a bit funny though because my parent is the oldest in the cinema.Hahaha.

My mom is a bit disappointed because they cut out the make love scene and I am sure my mom is not the only one disappointed,right girls?.For me,it is a good thing because we don't know maybe a 5 years old kid might watch this movie with him/her parent and ask them what are they doing and the parent will answer "They are just 'playing' around.Just close your eyes dear.".This close eyes things remind me when I was 5.Me,mom and my cousin watch this movie and there this make love scene.My mom ask us to close our eyes without knowing why.I was 5 okay!I thought we were playing game or something.I am such a dumb kid.Now only I know why.Ngeh3.

Oh yeah,about the boleh tahan thing.I know some of robert fan might say "what,boleh tahan?He is beyond boleh tahan.He is so handsome".Now....now ladies,I do think robert is adorable but not handsome.Chillexla,I'm robert fan too.Hehehe

Wow,that is how I start my blog after I've been not update it for quite a few days but who cares,nobody even bother if I update it or not.Hahahaha

I can say many freak things happen to me this few days.

I'm freak out when I go to tuition find out that I'm the only girl in the class.Where's the girls?.5 boys and me.It is getting freakier when teacher ask me this

Teacher:Izzati,do you like poligami?

Me:No

Teacher:Maggie mee suka tak?

Me:I just nodded my head

It is weird for me to answer this question.It is the same feeling when edward look at bella during biology class and bella thinks that she smells funky because edward is covering her nose.Accept for me the boys didn't cover their nose,they just look at me in a very curious way.I know how bella feel.*wtf

Yeah,my brother call me "eeeeee macam stupid dumb dumb" because I did something not so smart with my hairband.Blekkkkkkkk

I must say that lately I've got this weird look from men.Not all of them but some of them.They look at me in a very weird way and I wonder "Did anyone post my nude picture?".Hahahaha

There's this group on facebook call "stop poking,lets have sex".Bahahaha.I was laughing when I see it.

2008-11-30T19:01:00.000+08:00

Okay,here is the thing,I said before that the next time when people tagged me they need to get naked but of course they wont accept the challenge.So,what the heck,I just accept the tag without cost or whatsoever.

1.what's your most favourite colour?
Answer:A hard one.Usually when I go out,I prefer black but that doesn't mean I love that colour.Maybe bright colour

2.Who is the most important to you?
Answer:Family and homeslice

3.How often do you think of committing suicide?
Answer:When I'm not in a good mood or during PMS,or when teacher start to give me weird project or when cik halizan ask me to answer the question

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
Answer:No,I dont think so but when I'm with my family and friend,I sure did!

5.Who would you be if you were in a movie?
Answer:Audrey Hepburn,breakfast at Tiffany's.Yeah right!

6.Spouse,family and friend.If they drop into the river,and you can only save one of them,who would you save?
Answer:A question that I would never answer.

7.What is your goal for this year?
Answer:To be a better person! but I dont think I've achieved it

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
Answer:I do believe it but I do doubt it sometimes.

9.Do you think the people who tag you love to play kidnapping?
Answer:Owhhh yeah,she love to kidnap cats.

10.What are you really afraid of?
Answer:I would say Allah,my parent when they get angry,my sibling when they are not in a good mood,lola when she mad at me and cik halizan enzan yang moodnye sering tak stabil

11.What is you habbit?
Answer:So many to think of!

12.What's you opinion of distance love?
Answer:I've seen it and I believe in it but I dont want to be in it.It is hard for me to trust guys.You might think they like us but actually they just like the chase.

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Answer:I will try my best to cherish them but I'm just a human,I cant cherish every single of them.

14.What does flying means to you?
Answer:An aeroplane

15.Who do you hate the most?
Answer:Ask my mom and lola.;-)

16.Do you think world is changing?maybe your friend is changing?
Answer:Yes,I do believe that world is changing and yeah they are getting prettier.

17.Describe the person who tagged you in 7 sentences/words?
Answer:She is cute,hugable,lovely,pretty,cute voice,nice smile,smart and I could go on and on.But you want only 7!

18.How do you spend your time when it rain outside?
Answer:Watching DVD movie or maybe I will open my window and feel the breeze.Uwwwwww!

19.What are you proud of the most about you?
Answer:okay,it might not be about me but I have a perfect family and friends!

20.Do you regret anything?
Answer:I did!!

I would love to tag:

1.miss lola
2.miss makiyo
3.miss sammy
4.miss zoey
5.miss rachel
6.miss hanisah

2008-11-27T19:47:00.000+08:00

Today,he come back with his happy face looks like he just won a lottery and say he feeling so grateful.Okay,as his little sister,I'm so happy and proud of him.Finally,my brother is back.No wonder lately,he become so emotional.It is because of his presentation which if he fail,he need to redo it.And,he say

abg ajim:Aku lulus presentation tu,hahahaha

me:patutla muka gembira

abg ajim:pergi panaskan lauk untuk bachelor ni!*freaking proud

me:Heh,yela.

I'm so happy for him.This past few weeks,he did not laugh to my jokes and he keep on marah me.and maybe my jokes is not funny at all.He face looks so dumb and angry like those kids which have so many anger inside their heart and think that suicide will solve their problem.Let just say,his face looks like camel.

Freaking annoying!

I thought he was having PMS but wait his a guy.Where got PMS?My mom say maybe he have some problem with his girlfriend.Hahaha,mother love to gossip also.Perez hilton like us.Always gossiping!Stop the wondering already since now I know the answer.

Oh yeah, about spm,today is the last paper for science stream student.I wonder what my cousin doing right now?*Thinking about next year!

2008-11-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

I need mr.asimo!The robot look so fun!I want it to accompany me at home during this school holiday.I am so bored.I got nothing to do.I have enough rest.I dont want to bother my friend because I'm afraid if they might think I'm such a penyibuk.So,online is what I do to resist the boringness.I must say,I'm scared to log in facebook.Dont want to tell you why.I'm scared if the person read this blog and will think I'm so langsi.but will tell you if you insist.Hehehe

I dont know what to do.I better study then let my time waste doing something that's not worth it.
I feel like working but ayah didnt allow me to.My brother is mad at me because I take his IC withour his permission.My bad,I know.I dont know why he is so not in a good mood.Tired of working,perhaps?

Guys,please do tell me what I should do during this school holiday.Beside study,eating,sleep......

I have no life and I keep on complaining.Everybody is sick of it.*sigh

2008-11-24T16:22:00.000+08:00

I dont know but I am so eager to share with my friend this video.

I am seriously dont know if some of you already know this song but I love it.The way she express her feelings through the lyrics makes me so emo after I watch this video.

I dont mind if you hate it but If you like it give me a hug.Hahahahaa

The funny thing is,I dont think the video got anything to do with the song.Maybe it is just me.

I feel like watching this video with my bestie.*I watch to much drama

2008-11-24T14:54:00.000+08:00

Me and my mom just finish our lunch and I thought I can relax after that.Unfortunately,silly old me forget to bring my keys and my mom also forget to bring her keys.So,she needs to go back to her office and take the keys.Oh my god,her driving is worst that vin diesel in the pacifier movie.I almost want to puke when I'm in the car.She drive so fast and I'm in the car keep on "jumping" like in the roller coaster because the quality of the jalan is worst than my kampung punya jalan*bahasa rojak.Mmmmmmm,nyum3.wth

I arrive at home and I feel like bow down to my knee and shout "LANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD".Hahahaha.But I dont do it because I dont want my mom to think me as a dramaqueen.Hehehehe

So here I am,alive and feel a lot better.Blogging about my mom's driving me crazy.Bahahahha

Owhhhh,yeah.I heard sammy got Rm 84 and sammy you better belanja me or I'll post your nude picture.Just kidding.

2008-11-20T19:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,Lola,Alyaa,Makiyo and Aisyah which in short it will become LAMA*Clap-clap
watch this Japanese movie title "10 promises to my dog" which at first makiyo is wondering is there such movie.Hahahaha.Me and her keep on changing our mind and at last we decided to watch this movie.

This movie is not so badla even though there's only 8 people in the cinema.Imagine 2 pair of couple and 4 of us.Must say,that we are the loud one in the cinema.The couple only god knows what they are doing at the back.But there this one girl who crying very emotionally and the boyfie try to calm her down by hugging her and wipe her tears.We got to watch free movie.Hahahhaa.And,I go "awwwww,how sweet" when I see that.Guess what,she is not the only one me,lola and aisyah (who started crying from the beginning of the story that makes me LOL and end up I'm crying too) cry too.The end part is so sad.I feel it because it reminds me of my cat call "Machap".It is a very weird name but we love it because it so fatty and very cute.I miss my "little brother".

Well,I guess it's not like we are the only crying.There are some reviews I read which this user said that she cry like hell.I feel you girl.T_T

Synopsis of the story

Akari is a 14-year-old schoolgirl living in Japan's northern island of Hokkaido. One day, a puppy wanders into her yard, looking lost and frightened. She is a Golden Retriever with white paw markings. Akari names her Socks. Akari's mother consents to her keeping the dog but only after she agrees to keep 10 Promises to Socks . Akari enthusiastically assents and the two begin their journey of growing up together. Akari finds herself having to overcome many changes and challenges: the tragedy of her mother's death, father's sudden resignation, coming-of-age, first romantic feelings, career ambitions and her independence. But at every step, Socks is there to provide unquestioning love and support.

The poster:

Awww,the puppy so cute.Look at the eye.

All of us agree that this 14 year old Akari looks like makiyo and we all cry when the dog die

10 years later

After the crying,we go get something to eat and camera whoring.I wonder why they call it camera whoring.Why not posing instead of whoring.

I dont know what Makiyo tell Aisyah.But what I am sure is me and Lola is not looking at the camera

Huggy2

The 3 beautiful girls

You know how I love candid picture.Ngeh3

Sleepy aisyah,the poyo me and the I dont know what she look at lola

Laughing at makiyo and aisyah jokes.Thanks to lola who takes this picture secretly

Aisyah try to shoot me and the sexy awek mini skirt makiyo

And this time I am the only one who looks at the camera!

The 14 years old akari is in malaysia now.Hahahaha

Samseng and gaster

Woot2

No comment.Hehehehe

The best of friend lola and me

Ngeeeeee

So,after that my ayah called and asked me to meet him at Lot 10.It was raining and my girls run so fast and find place to avoid the rain.And makiyo said "alyaa cant feel anything because she's wearing tudung".Hahahaha.It is right.We run baby run until we reach lot 10 and I was laughing so loud until there this one mat saleh looking at me.Hehehehe

But that doesnt stop us to cam whoring again.My girls looks "wet and wild".Yeah,baby.*wth

Girls just wanna have fun!Hahaahhaha

2008-11-18T20:18:00.000+08:00

Itis funny though at that time I did not appreciate what she did for me.It takes her ages to finish this and all I can say is thank you.Pffffffttt,bitchy me!Slap me for being so rude.I only put this for 2 weeks only in my profile and myspace so stupid it automatically erase it and I lost the code.

I am sorry that I didnt appreciate what you give to me and I am regret of what I do.At that time,I dont realise it until now.Maybe at that time,I am so empty and I am this bimbo,blur2 type of girl.

Gomenasai,ya.'

This is my best of friend,najlaa or lola.She do this for me and I am so sombong like didnt appreciate it.If only I know how many of her ex want her to do this for them.heheheheheehhe

2008-11-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

I saw my dream guy at The Garden carpark.Hahahahha.

Gosh,he is so handsome but he have problem with pimples.I seriously dont care about it.My god,he does look like my dream guy.He style,eyes,height and skin.Alyaa is gila already.I cant believe it that my dream guy do exist.

My eyes is like glue to him when I saw him and my heart stop beating.I'm hoping to see him at the garden or mid valley but I didnt see him.Haih,sad story.

It is okay.Atless I know that the dream guy is alive.Bahahaahha.I think he has girlfriend already.With the handsome face and perfect height,of course he does.

This guy do make my day.I suddenly so happy when I saw him.*big smile

2008-11-14T15:11:00.000+08:00

My life

7.06 a.m:wake up and realize Sarah mother wait for me outside to pick me up like she always.I forget to tell her that I am not going to school today.So,I turun the tangga and my father was like shock and he realize that sarah mother is outside.So he help tell her that I am not going to school.Gomenasai ya!

7.10 a.m:Go back to sleep and I cannot sleep.I have this "wake up and cannot sleep back" syndrome.I force myself to sleep

7.30 a.m:I'm getting fed'up and wake up.Go downstairs and switch on the TV.I was hoping to watch the "whose line is it anyway" show but it is not showing.

8.00 am:Switch on the computer.Nothing interesting.Same old thing.No mood to update blog since my brain still "sleeping".

9.00 a.m:I realise that if I keep on playing with the computer I will die.So,decided to watch full house.

9.30 a.m:I am hungry.I start to goreng the chicken drumet and nugget.I just brush my teeth.Thanks god my dad didnt know about it or else he will lecture me.

10.30 a.m:start feeling sleepy and I sleep.

11.30 a.m:The phone ringing and it was my mom.Ask me to call my dad.Going back to sleep for the 3rd time.Cannot sleep no more.

12.00 a.m:Mandi and wait for my mom to come back with mcd

1.15 p.m:Mom come back.Feel so happy.Watching the Ghostbusters II movie.So damn funny

3.00 p.m:I almost die because I am so bored.So,I decide to update my blog

Going through blog to blog,I realize that my shoe size the biggest among my friend which also mean that I have big feet.It takes ages for me to find the right shoes.Mother said that my shoes look like sampan.That is why I cannot wear high heels.Imagine my big feet and high heels.I'll look like a freak.

Oh yeah this women also face the same problem:Kate Winslet, Neve Campbell, Whoopi Goldberg, Paris Hilton, Geena Davis, Uma Thurman.

I've found this on the internet and they say:
* Big feet give you secure footing. Like a tree with very deep roots. You don't fall, slip or trip over so easily.

* Big feet give you athletic ability. To run and anchor you firmly in place.

* Big feet help you kick ass. So the next time some schmuck behind a counter gives you a hard time for your feet, clobber them with one.*Friend if you need me to kick someone ass,I'll be happy to help.

* Big feet ARE more functional than fashionable. But DON'T be afraid to paint your nails, wear sandals, get pedicures and run barefoot on the beach.

and I feel like a tree right now.

2008-11-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

My heart is broken because of my mom.

She said most of the photo I take is ugly.She also said that I dont know how to take photo.It's breaking my heart and I am so angry with her.Why she say that?

Yes,I admit I dont know how to take photo.She could not expect me to take picture like pro's just because I own semi pro camera.I learn add math at school not how to take great photo.

I said to her that I dont want that camera(Nikon D40).I have changed my mind and she keep on marah me as if I keep on telling her I want that camera.What the heck!

If you dont like the photo I take,I dont mind.But dont insulted me.Right now,I feel like trade in that camera and buy those old camera.The one my late grandpa used.

Oh maybe I just trade in that camera and dont buy any camera.I take the money and going crazy.WTF!

I seriously mad at my mom.She keep on teeling me about the camera I broked.Finela,I broke it but I dont broke this one.But I dont know why the camera is a bit problem.When the object move,the object will look shaky in photo.

One of my dad friend said its because the len or maybe on of the gadget inside that camera is broken.I was like "huh,what the heck?".I take of the camera and not the gadget suddenly broken.Magic man!

I make up my mind already.I will tarde in that camera and buy this camera

The camera I used now

Tell me what you think?Should I trade in that camera and buy this or should I trade in the camera and dont buy any?

P/S:I want to take this opportunity to say thanks to my best friend,Lola who the first one asking me about my swollen eyes which happen because I cry yesternight about my mom,my crazy best friend;makiyo,sammy,syata and suvitha who cares about me and keep on asking me about my problem.I also want to thanks kak hanisah who being very nice to me and always help me with my problem.I love you guys<333.

Only god will repay you back.Bless you!

2008-11-10T13:34:00.000+08:00

I got tagged by sammy long time ago and makiyo.Cannot live in peace.

Next time,whoever tagged me they are going to get naked.Hahahahhaa.Kidding

Starting time = 1.35 PM
Name = Alyaa Izzati Binti Aminuddin
Sisters = No
Brothers = Yes and annoying too
Shoe size = I have big feet(10).Feel like Santa Claus*wtf
Where do you live =Springfield and I have weird neighbour that look very yellowish but very famous though
Favorite drink = Apple juice
Favorite breakfast =Egg sandwich
Have you been on a plane = Yes
Swam in the ocean = Yes.
Fallen asleep in school = Yes accept during add math class.No matter how sleepy I am,I'll try my best to control it.
Broken someone’s heart =Mommy?Yes.
Fell of your chair = Yes, of course.Who doesnt?
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call =No way!
Saved e-mails = Yes
What is your room like = Dont know.My mom said It looks like sarang tikus!
What is the last thing you ate = Nasi lemak

~Ever had~
Chicken pox = Yes
Stitches = No
Broken nose = Hell no.I aint mat rempit
Do you believe in love at first sight =Yes
Like picnics = Yes because I can see hot guy.Freaking hansab
Who was the last person you danced with = Dont know.
Last person who made you smile = My 1st bro.I cant believe it
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~Today did you~
Talked to someone you like = Yes
Kissed anyone = No
Get sick =Sick of TV
Talked to an ex =Nope.
Missing someone =Nope
Best feeling in the world = No,I am so empty
Do you sleep with stuffed animals =YES
What’s under your bed = Nothing.Maybe a dead cockroach
What time is it now = 1:45 P.M

Random Questions
Q: is there a person on your mind right now = Nobody
Q: do you have any siblings =Yes
Q: do you want children = I do
Q: do you smile often =Not really,I dont want people to think I'm crazy
Q: do you like your hand-writing = Okayla.I know it's ugly and very round but IDC.
Q: are your toes painted =No
Q: whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in = My parent
Q: what colour shirt are you wearing = Blue.I've got the monday blues
Q: what were you doing at 7.00 yesterday =In the morning.Sleepingla,of course
Q: I can’t wait till = I go to indonesia with my family and till I've got my new camera
Q: when did you cry last = Yesterday because of the stupid camera problem
Q: are you a friendly person =Maybe
Q: do you have any pets = Yes but I dont consider it as a pet because I love to bully it.
Q: where is the person you have feelings for right now = I dont have feeling for anyone.Owhh maybe Changmin is at home sleeping.Awwwww
Q: did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now =Yes of course she's my mom
Q: do you sleep with the TV on = Yes.I love it
Q: what are you doing =Nothing
Q: have you ever crawled to your mother or father = Used to when I was baby.I can walk properly now.
Q: can you handle the truth = Sometimes
Q: are you closer to your mother or father =Both
Q: who was the last person you cried in front of =Mirror.Hahaha
Q: how many people can you say you’ve really loved =Many and every single of them is special
Q: do you eat healthy =Not really.
Q: do you still have pictures with you and your ex =Nope
Q: have you ever cried because of something someone said to you = Yes.
Q: how often do you go to church =Wrong question.I'm a muslim
Q: if you’re having a bad day, who are you mostly likely to go to =Friends
Q: are you loud or quiet most of the times =Depend on the situation but mostly loud
Q: are you confident =So-sola
Q: 5 things I was doing ten years ago = Having fun and dont care about anything
Q: 5 snacks I enjoy = 2 only.Potato chips and Ice cream
Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire = I will do so many things with it.Donate it,belanja my parent ,go to france with my family,buy car for me and parent and buy new house for them.
Q: 5 of my bad habit = Complaining,get angry easily,always think negative,always take thing easily,believe in people easily
Q: 5 places I’ve lived in = My house,my room,kampungku,hotel and friend house
Q: 5 people tat u tagged = Lola,sammy,zoey,rachel and kak hanisah.

2008-11-10T13:15:00.000+08:00

Watching the Ellen DeGeneres show today.She is so funny and spontaneous.

I remember she said very funny but don't know what is it.I always so forgetful.Sorry!

Now only I know that it was actually groupies not boobies.I thought they were saying "I wanna have boobies" which make me go =.=" when I heard it.Then today Ellen ask her "is it groupies or boobies" the Nicole said "its actually groupies".I was like "owhhhhhh now I know!".Laughing at myself.*hak3.If you don't know what the hell am I saying its actually about the PCD new song,when I grow up!*freaking poyo.Better just shoot me for being so poyo

Listening to the Britney spears,womanizer and it makes me feel like dancing.
I love the lyric.I think that song is for her stupid ex-husband,K-Fed.
Finally,Britney look like herself again after all the drama she've been through.I used to be her biggest fan but after she start to become a bad girl and married to the asshole guy,I think she is not like herself again.BUT now she've changed and me likey*lol

This song make you want to sing it to your ex-boyfriend and kick his ass after that.*LOL.
I dont know about you but this is what I feel about the song.*Ngeh3

Okay,that's all for now.I'm bored and dont know what to do.

I know you're sick of me complaining I'm bored but I cant help it.I love to complain.Hahahahahha

2008-11-08T20:11:00.001+08:00

Call me ungrateful but I want NIKON D-40.

I dont know but suddenly I feel not satisfied with my camera.Today,mom almost want to buy me the camera but suddenly she change her mind.I dont know why.

The camera so cool.It only focus on the object and the background is blur.Seriously,If I have RM15000 now,I will buy it.I am so frustrated and I keep on shoutnging(shouting+singing)katy perry "hot n cold" song.So that,mom will hear it.I shout "you change your mind like a girl change her clothes"

I love that camera.I hate my camera.Cant even look at it.So disgusting.Bluekkkkkkkkkk.

I know I am so ungrateful but I am so in love with that camera.

Baby,I love you........................................<333333333

3 hours after that

I love my camera.Dont want to change it.I will use it.I wont say that I want to use it forever but I will use it until I've got my own money to buy another camera.Hehehehhe.

I always change my mind.That is why,I hard to fell in love.First,I'll say I love him but 3 hours later "ewww,why I should be in love with him".Hahahahahhaa

2008-11-07T20:36:00.001+08:00

Well,I'm bored so I go and check my friend list in myspace.Check their profile,photo and anything that I feel like looking at.

Suddenly,I start to tell myself that this people never grown up.If only I know why I think that way.

Is it because I am jealous or I am to poyo to think that I am fully grown up when I am actually not.Ngeh3

So,I guess they are too cool to me.What can I say,from the picture they are perfect but some people said "picture lie".It is true.You can do anything to hide your pimple and fix anything on your face.I have to admit,I am like that too.Trying hard too look perfect in picture but now I feel is like I am hiding myself and at the same time ashamed of myself.Now I try to not over edit my picture.DONE!*gosh alyaa so poyola today

Well,I dont like to take photo in my baju kurung because I will look F-A-T.Well,I am actually.Blaming the baju kurung pulak.Ngeh3.But seriously,in photo when I'm in my baju kurung I look like hippopotamus!Big butt and tummy look like I am 3 month pregnant.T_T

A lot of my friend,said they want to diet and keep fit during this school holiday and I dont know what to do during this school holiday.I do care about my weight but I get insane when I eat.I dont care.No matter how many times my dad ask me to exercise,I just pretend like he was saying alyaa keep on eating.Hahaahha

Just now,my mom come and said

mom:yaa,mak baru habis tengo cerita jepun.Best...

me:owhhhhh,yeke*I'm just pretend to listen to her

mother:Yaaa,genki de suka tu apa?

me:entah!

mom:apa khabar*she sound so proud

me:owhhhh

mother:saya

me:watashi

mother:*keep quite.IDK why,I think she is suprise that I actually know!

mother:you?

me:entah.*look at my mom,Waiting for the answer

mother:Eh,apa ek?Mak dah lupala

me:=.="

mother:Eh,dictionary jepun tu mana?

me:*Nervous and I keep on laughing

mother:mana?

me:keep on laughing

mother:dah hilang!

me:keep on laughing

mother;Haih,ingatkan dah master rupanya dah hilang

I'm so annoyed!Just because she is my mom,I sabar.If not,I will reply "Bite me".Hahahaha
My mom is the type of woman once she obsessed with something she will keep on digging to find the information or the answer.My god,The dictionary dah hilang for about 2 years and suddenly now she ask after watching that japanese movie.

Now I know how sher leen feel when her mom keep on asking her about the "come on,come on" song.

I dont know why people always swith off the lampu bilik air while I mandi.I think is because I mandi terlalu senyap and they think there's nobody in the toilet.Next time,I will sing loudly in the toilet so that they realize that I'm inside the toilet.

*Sigh.I am so out of topic.At first,I talk about my brain that always think some people never grown up to my mom annoyed me and now people always switch off the lampu bilik air while I mandi.My karangan so goodla.Gahahaha

2008-11-06T18:38:00.001+08:00

Last wednesday,I go to school bring my camera and tripod because miss lydia ask me to record the drama that was made by form 3 student.Guess what,I am suprise.They all can act very well without feeling shame.I love the kissing part where the girl come and cover the kissing with symbol "18 sx".Big applause.Hahahaha.But it was just a fake one.I cant believe that adli can act very weel.He even pop his feet.He said he learn it by watching the princess diaries.Awwwwwww!Hahahahaha

I want to post the video but this blog have this huge problem whenever I upload video.It will take ages to upload it.So,I decided to upload it in youtube but I guess it will never happen since yesterday,I wait for 4 hours for it to upload and at last when I click the play,It came out "sorry this video is no longer available".I'm speechless and I dont want to waste my time cursing youtube so I just turn off the computer and go to sleep.

Today,Miss lydia said I have this dreamy2 atitude.Hahahha.I have to agree with her.I am always careless and forgetful.Hahahaha.Trying to be a better person after this.Need to change!Wokey!wth

Aisyah yang sangat baik menunjukkan kasut saya punya belakang.So,sesiapa yang snagat baik boleh donate saya kasut kerana air akan masauk ke dalam kasut saya dan kaki saya akan basah.

Freaking emola this guy.He looks at the table and seriously,IDK what the hell he looks at.

Jarred is busted for rubbing his butt while naik tangga.Hahahaha.Got ya!Thanks to makiyo!

I might look like I'm horny but I am actually not.I am just trying to make a sexy pose but it turn out to be so not sexy.Hahahhaa

I was laughing when Lew win said that the tripod is "thick and soft"in a very seducing way.Makes me think of something else!Ngeh3.

Lewin chan going to left the school.So this year is his last year in this school.T_T.
Nobody to bully me anymore.He usually knock my head with paper and always complaining about me.Next year,no one going to accuse me farting in the class.Hahaha.

I tell you this girl can sleep anywhere.Our sleeping beauty.Hehehehe

This is what makiyo eat when she on diet.Tissue paper,plastic and some plain soup.Thanks god she is still alive

Jarred and aisyah.

I like this picture because jarred look so happy in this picture like he always does.When he smile the eyes will go small and you'll feel like smiling too.wth
*make me thinking about barney.

Me being poyo in the dewan and doing my senget pose because I am senget.
My sexual orientation explain everything.*FYI I'm a Bisexual

2008-11-04T19:56:00.000+08:00

Today,I am not going to school.So happy.All my tired is gone.

I think so much today and I cant wait to write it.

This 2 month,I learn so many things.

I learn that you can be friend with so many people but not all of them can be "friend" to your secret.

I learn that some friend will you use you if you be really nice to them

Some friend will betray you

I know now that guy love to gossip

I learn to be friendly with people

I learn to be patient eventhough sometime I loose it

I know that some people dont like my attitude

I learn to think that if the people hate you, just let it be.Because in the end we will die anyway.And at that time what is important is our deeds to god

I start to listen to those screamo song and it was great.

I learn that so many people judge other by their face.

I must say here,that I will be nice to you if you be nice to me.I will treat you bad if you treat me bad.I will be patient but my patient has its limit.

The other day,there this one guy.He shout my friend name and me and my friend was actually going to pour some water in the pale.So,my friend go to him.I just stop and that guy was doing something with his hand.Showing the shuhhhhh........shuhhhhhhhh signal.

Oh my god,how rude can you be.I feel like shouting to him say "gosh,you think I really wanna know what you tell to her.Excuse me,I dont even want to know.Don shuhhhh....shuhhhhhh me.I am not chicken you pig".Hahahahaaha.I fell like saying that to him but I control it.

Just because I am not your friend does not mean you can be rude to me.

I hate people who treat those ugly people like me in a bad way.I mean we are gods creation too.No matter how ugly we are,god only look at one thing which is our deeds.You dont have the right to treat us that rude.

I am not popular in the school.So what?never wish to be .

I'm the ugliest in the school.I dont give a damn about it!

I cant take the fact that some teacher is also "pilih bulu".Some teacher only look at the beautiful student and leave me as the ugliest kid invisible.But seriously,I dont care.

Wanna know something?What goes around comes around.Sooner or later you will feel how I feel.

I'm not trying to be so "merendah diri" in this blog but this is how I feel and see.

I admit I have low self esteem but now I am trying to fix it.

*************************************

I read najlaa blog and I feel so touched when she write she cannot live without me beside the internet and other stuff.Gosh,I almost burst to tears.*sob......sob........sob

GUESS WHAT

I CANT LIVE WITHOUT HER TOO

WITHOUT HER,I FEEL EMPTY

I HAVE NO FRIEND TO LAUGH WITH OR FIGHT WITH

LOVE YOU SAYANG!Hehehehehehe

2008-11-04T09:07:00.001+08:00

Guys,I'm sorry about the picture.

I seriously dont know what the hell is wrong with my blog.

I've upload it but I dont know why it is not showing.

2008-10-31T22:50:00.000+08:00

After going to suvy house,I quickly run into my room connect the USB to my camera and also to computer*not important.You better look at hiday.He always make diferent pose in every photo.Talk about being photogenic.

I got to bully ajmal,hidayat,sammy and also shameem.Hehehehhe.So funla bully people.Dont know why.I was shouting and dancing in suvy house.I know I am not supposed to do that but I cant control myself when I'm excited.Tehehehhee

The photo I snap at suvy house:

Hidayat pose number 1

Just look at the way rachel drink.Very passionate

Hahahahha,she work it!!

Hidayat pose number 2

Classy!

Pretty!

Hidayat pose number 3

Hidayat pose number 4

The one that makes me going crazy whenever she around

So happy.

We and the beautiful birthday girl.I forgot her name!

why you look so sad suddenly yang?Am I that smelly?

Okay,the balloon looks like hurmmmm

IDK what I am looking at?

The beautiful birthday girl and Lola

Lola and suvy and samy smelly feet

Suvy and hong tet

Doesnt she remind you of your granny.Heheheheh

Awwwwwwwwwww!Hahahaha

Afiqah and suvy

Afiqah and suvy and the entreframer hont tet

Me and the beautiful suvy

Seriously,I wanted to snap his face but he ask me to snap his handphone.=.="

I love this because it was candid.I love candid picture

We are ready to dance!Hak3

That guy in the green shirt so shy.

I will update it.My computer have a little bit problem.

2008-10-27T10:38:00.001+08:00

I have a superb crazy time with my cousin yestenight.We were playing with webcam and Yes,we are so insane yesternight!I am so happy.We were dancing and making faces.Hak3.Tiada kerja!

But I only can show you a bit only la because I am so lazy to upload it.Haahhaa and some of you dont even bother about it.Hahahaha

Look like she want to beranak already!

Trying to be sexy.Poutie

Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese

So gay

She force me to do it.Hahahhaha

BIG hole!

He looks like mushroom

This one bigger

This is funny.Big head,small body.Bahahahhahaha

2008-10-25T21:53:00.000+08:00

I have a secret:

I'm a lesbian

So,who's volunteer to tell my mom about it since people love to bocorkan my secret.

I'll bet faiz and the one who tell want!You both are nosy,arent you?

Nebby get a life la weih,mind your own business!

2008-10-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

Today,I feel so happy and I hope that today is going to be the best day.But thing turn to sadness when Aisyah tell me that a guy name faiz told sasa that I like him.

I never imagines this thing will happened.I'm sad and worried.This thing is bothering until I cannot do my exam.I pretend like I am happy But when,I'm happy that doesnt mean I like the fact that now he know about it but actually I try to hide my worryness because I know maybe he is going to look at me or think of me in somekind of weird way!

Let me tell the truth,I admit that I used to like Ilyas.Le me repeat it again,used to like.

But now is a different story,
I have move on and my feeling towards him has disappear.

Even before he in a relationship with my best friend,I have move on a bit but when I know he like my best friend,I've move on completely.Now,for me he is just my schoolmate and not more than that.

He is now my best friend boyfriend and I must say that I'm so happy that they are now girlfriend and boyfriend.I hope the best for them!

The one thing that I hope when I'm move on is to not let Ilysa know that I like him.

I dont want to be like some kind of "pengacau" in their relationship.I have better thing to do than to be a pengacau

Suddenly today,things change and it didnt turn out the way I hope it be.I am so dissapointed and sad.I know that things happen for a reason but I cant wait for this to end.I just want to settle this thing and I can have my happy life back.But I dont know.I'm stuck and my brain is full of worryness.!

If only I could turn,to the time I like Ilyas,I would turn back,slap myself and tell myself this is just a big mistake.But it is too late now!

ToAllah,give me a strength to carry on and to face this challenge.If I'm give up,help me Allah.Give me an idea how to settle this thing.I hope this thing end in good way!

To Ilyas,to tell you the truth I am so happy that you are now my bestie boyfie.Just to let you know,that I have move on.Since we are not friend,so I guess for me you are not more just a schoolmate.I hope you are happy in your life and lets pretend like this never happen.Okay.~

To those who know,I cant believe you guys have to be that rude.I say that this is a secret and a secret shouldnt be told.And now people that I dont know,know about it.and that person even told ilyas about it in front of his friend.I have dignity.I wont be flat out rude or curse you,but I hope that someday you will feel how I feel.

For those,who has been in this kind of sitution,help me to solve it!

2008-10-10T18:19:00.000+08:00

Kena tag by miss yen sher leen.In class she said that I kena tag by her and I need to write 15 weird things about me.I thought she was saying 50 and I start to have this spinning star on my head."__".

But it was actually 15 onlyla.Haih,kena marah dgn my ayah because tuition supposed to finish at 5.30 but then I keluar tuition around 6 o'clock.It was add math time!What do you expect.One question takes me half an hour to finish it.Then,started to give up and just follow what teacher do in the white board.*Kuang.......kuang.....kuang.The subject is cicrcular measurement.I hate circle!
Everything is round in shape!!!!!!!Hahahaha

Okay,I must say to write this "15 weird things about you" is hard for me because I dont know which one to pick since I am a weird and cuckoo kind of person

Let stop this mumbling!

Here we go,I5 weird things about me*eh suddenly teringat lagu miley cyrus-7 things

1.I love to eat bread with sweet creamer and I also love it when my mom use the sweet creamer and write my name "alyaa" on the bread.Until now,I am still loving it.

2.I dont like to eat using this orange plastic plate.*I think it is because this plate remind me of my cat plate and when I want to eat using this plate,it will remind me of my cat food.Is like I'm eating cat food.Hahahahha.
*I will put the picture if my mom still keep this plate

3.Sometimes,When I'm in the mood to make jokes,I will sing some commercial song or cartoon song .Like today,I sing this London choco roll song and aiman said that I am sewel.*eh I thought it's supposed to be funny?

4.Usually the day before raya,I have this weird semangat of cleaning my messsy room.I wonder why...............................?

5.I dont like guys eepecially asian guys that wear this colored contact lens.Those ordinary contact lense without colour is perfect!

6.I am lazy to shampoo my hair.

7.I hate it when people ask about my rashes at the back of my palm.

8.Sometimes,I forgot to zip my jeans!Ngeh3

9.I get nervous when I saw my crush!I start to sweat like a pig and my heart start beating so fast.

10.I cant walk properly.My walk is very funny and that is why my mom and bro love to make fun of my walk.

11.I look funny when I'm grinning especially in picture

12. I love to do the robot dance and michael jackson "thriller" dance because I cannot dance softly

13.I prefer wear my watch on my right hand.I feel uncomfortable wear my watch on my left hand.

14.I dont know why but I cannot read any novel nor story books without feeling sleepy

15.I'm scared if I cannot sleep.I remember when I was 9,I cant sleep and I cry.Hahaha.Weird heh?

;-)

I dont know who to tag.............................................

2008-10-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

I never wanted to talk about this but this thing is bothering me right now

Just now my mom complain something about my father and this is not the first time.

She always complain about my father and sometimes I do feel pity towards my dad.

To tell you the truth I've got a lot of thing in my mind that I need to care about

but I dont really tell people about my problem because I dont want to burden or menyusahkan mereka.So,I just keep it to myself and smile,laugh and enjoy my life.

I have best friend and they the one who I trust but I dont want to tell them about my problem because they might think I love to complain.But I love when my friends tell me their problem because it is the sign that they actually believe in me and it makes me proud of myself.Hahahaha

But away,I am sick of talking about this and lets talk about something else such as miss lydia new car.OMG,I love her car.It is the beetle Volkswagen.Looks the same like Herbie but the colour is half orange and white yellowish.She said that the car is her boyfriend.I know I will call my car my boyfriend too if I have one but now my boyfriend is my green Ipod shuffle.I love my ipod.It always accompany wherever I go.When I'm bored or sad it always makes me happy.

I curi2 this picture from mr.Drustar*Idk him.Sorry yeah!

When my parent talking about something which is very boring that is when my boyfriend play it roles to save me from listening to them.I am not trying to be rude but when I'm in the car I love looking outside and listen to music and not listening to them.Ngeh3.

2008-10-06T19:04:00.000+08:00

Play webcam before raya is............. great to reduce the boringness

Hahahahaha.Here is the picture:

Wth,I look like I was a bout to poop*teran

Haih,nowadays technology can do everything even can make you twin that looks like you and wear the same t-shirt

Good morning,my hair so serabai.....

Jeng.....jeng...jeng

2008-10-05T21:53:00.000+08:00

My name is alyaa and I am trying my best to get as close as I can with my cousin.Wanna know why?because I dont want them to think that I am so langsi or snobbish.Maybe I dont really talk to my cousin and it is actually becase I am so malu to talk to them.
Seriously,I dont know why!Whenever I am with them is like my mouth have been glue with my saliva and it is hard for me to open it and my dumb-dumb cannot stop pumping.
Sound weird,huh?I know but why should I do.It didntt happen when I was kid but after puberty I start to be so malu.

Or maybe actually I dont what I want to talk to them.I always out of word with stranger or people that I seldom meet but with my friend I always have topic.

I mean is not like I am going to sit beside them and suddenly hug them like I usually do with my friend or ask them "hey,where you get your body from?".

Sigh....I dont know
Tomorrow I need to go to school.You know how it feel to go to school on the month of raya is like a pain in the ass.I hate it.I dont know why I hate my school so much and I dont know why I hate some of the people at my school so fucking and I am wondering wcthy did people love their school so much.I dont feel like going to school yesterday.So tired and I need rest.I dont really have a real rest last week and I feel like rubbish.I dont like wake up in the morning and breakfast and tomorrow I need to meet my history teacher who I hate so much.

Owhhh,okay got to go.I need to go to sleep.I want to scream.................................................

2008-10-03T23:38:00.001+08:00

Raya.............raya.....raya

I love raya
First day was kinda bored at first but when all of my best friend(chinese) come to my house,my raya started to light up and I must say they all is very fun.So,whenever you feel bored just call 1-800-I-wanna-have-fun and they will make you go nuts.My mom also love them.She ask me to invite them next year and I said "of course".My cousin ask my aunty
"alyaa tu pergi sekolah jenis cina ke?" and my aunt answer "mana ada tapi dia ada ramai kawan cina".Funny3! I have a lot of malay friend too but they cannot come that day because very busy visiting their relative house.*sigh

Second day:I go to balik kampung.It was great but I am not that close with the relative on my father side.I dont know why but we use to be close when I was little.Sound very weird right?
There this one kid throw small thing and it almost kena my eye.I got bad temper but I must control my temper and what can I do is to smile at the little kid.I almost want to strangle that little kid but because of his parent was there I just smile if not I will strangle him until he cannot breath.So annoying......
Now I know why people hate kids it is because most of the kid is very annoying.Thanks god that the kid is not my cousin and we dont have any relationship.He is just some stranger to me.Hak3.
Not to be poyo but most of my cousin they all nice accept for one or two of them.

Third raya:go to my future sister in law at sabak bernam.Whenever I go there I will learn new thing and yesterday I learn how to make burung wak-wak trap.It was actually very easy to do the trap but for dumb people like me it is very hard.The trap is made by bamboo.This bird usually keluar at during dawn or sunset until night.Back in the time,if you want to catch the bird you need to make the burung wak-wak sound but now they only use the radio or maybe those small speaker.Nowadays is all about technology.Tangkap burung wak-wak pun guna technology.Hebat betul!

Picture of burung wak-wak

My 1st raya raya would not be complete without me cam whoring with them.Bahahaha
and

Here is some of the photo that I and tien hoong mei-mei or mey - mey take during the 1st raya.....

While playing truth or dare sze jing ask me this question
Sze jing:If you were a lesbian,will you marry me?
Me:Of course darling
So,this picture is actually trying to show you guys how madly in love we are*Kenerd dont cry

Sher leen(makiyo) and samantha in tudung.It was all sher leen idea and they look good in it

When all the chinese is wearing there this one malay girl that didn't wear any tudung.How bad.Just look at rachel(my groom).She was holding the tudung so that it wont kena her neck because she feel geli if the tudung touches her neck.Hehehe

I really love the photo but Sze jing look sad in this photo.Arhhhh,dont carela.I still love this photo...Ngeh3

It was actually vania butt and this is her idea.She ask us to grab her butt .She is the one who volunteer.Ha...ha.....ha....hansab*kidding

This picture remind me of the song I kissed a girl!Hahahaha.
Friendship or lust?

Hahahaa,I touch samantha forehead.Sorry ya!I didnt mean too.But I really love to touch people fohead.*Bad habbit

My groom....I love her and sze jing is showing us new style on how to wear tudung

Love is in the air......

Awwwww,love this photo.

2008-09-29T08:44:00.000+08:00

This Wednesday will be raya day.Oh boy,so excited.I have to admit I am the excited one in my family.Next year,will be great because all of my family kena bagi duit raya to me.Hak3.This year everyone accept for my 2nd brother but next year he also need to give.Gahahahha

But,I am a bit sad because most of my friend they all balik kampung.So,only me alone belum balik kampung.I'm going to balik kampung on the 2nd day of raya.Hehehhe.Not so excitedla because there's nobody accept for some relatives because my grandma and grandpa have past away, T_T.

Hurmmmm,I cant wait for my Best friend to come to my house.I hope they didnt get lost or stuck somewhere.Hehehehe.I would like to advice you guys to keep your stomach empty(that is what my mother said)or else you cant enjoy the food.

Okayla,I have nothing to say actually.Just mumbling here to waste my time.

2008-09-26T19:52:00.000+08:00

Yeahhhhhhhhhhh*shouting like a crazy woman

I am so happy because of the school holiday and raya is around the corner.*ngeh3

I can hear my heart pumping so fast because I am so excited.

I love the feeling of bagun pagi raya because it makes me feel so peaceful and cool.

When I come down from the stairs,I can hear my mom periuk tang.....ting....tung.... and I'll go to the kitchen with my sleepy face look at the dishes.The wake me up better than the alarm clock.Hehehe.I love to eat.....

After that,I will do my duty to put the kuih inside the jar and eat a bit without brushing my teeth.*I know it sound disgusting but that one of my bad habbit that I cant buang.

Well,I want to write more but I am so lazy to do it.

This year is a bit different for me because sher leen,samantha,tien hoong,sze jing,rachel and suvitha will come to my house.*So excited.
Want to see their reaction when they eat the lontong,rendang,ketupat,lemang,sambal sotong and sambal kacang.Hehehehe

Today,is a good day for me.No homework.*phewhhhhhhhhh

I also receive raya card from my darling suk koon and my cheerful friend,aina....

Suk koon card

I dont know whether you can read it or not but the word is very sweet.She call me honey!*so excited

Yesterday,I receive raya card from my bestie afiqah

Afiqah card

I love you guys.........................<3333333333333

2008-09-22T13:59:00.000+08:00

I probably shouldn't say this but it have been annoyed me like hell when I think about it.

So,today during history class,I kena marah dgn cikgu yang sangat poyo and seriously I hate him....

The teacher said I talk so much but actually Aina was marah me because I terambil kertas dia and I said sorry in a very slow tone but then suddenly this teacher looking at me and said I talk so much and keep looking at me like want to eat me.What is wrong with that teacher?

He always cakap anak murid dia bodohla and then lebih baik masuk kelas belakang.Apasal pulak?As a teacher you shouldn't say like this to your student.Yeah,I know you are not trying to be hypocrite but you take your unhypocrite manner way too far man......

I can complain about you to JPWP but as a good girl I wont do that or else you tak dapat gaji nak beli baju raya. He teach us sejarah but keep on telling us about luar negara and keep on berlagak about him being here and there....Blerkkkkkkkkk

2008-09-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

I got flu.....

So tak tahan you know especially when you are puasa.*sigh

Today,I go to sungei wang to buy baju raya.Hehehhe.So funla.I go around the sungei wang to find something that I like.I dont know why but I'm a bit fassy today*woi,poyola.......

Najlaa was sms-ing me.She ask "ko dekat mana?" and I replied "sg.wang".Suddenly she call me and ask which floor am I.I said I am somewhere around watson.Then,I go around and around to find her and yeah, I saw this one girl with knitted snowcap.It was najlaa....

I langgar her and she was like 'Eh,mana kau tahu aku kat sini" and I said "ko punya suara tu kuat...." Hahahhaa.I am so bad.She ask me about her knitted snowcap and I said you look like you suffering from leukimea.I am so bad and I'm sorryla najlaa.....

I said to her that I need to find something since I dont buy anything accept for jeans.I must say the salesboy at Romp are very langsi kinda typeoJust because I dont want to buy your jeans doesnt mean that you can make your annoying faces to me.Who are you?Hellooooo,I'm your customer,you should respect me......

I try the romp jeans and it so ugly.The jeans make me looks like a mushroom.Gahahhaa
So,I ask my father to go to levi's store and jeng....jeng...jeng I finally found the type of jeans that I like,Straight cut baby!Hehehhehe.I do like skinny and bell bottom jeans but I prefer straight cute.*ngeh......

I jalan2 some more because I actually was looking for shoes but I have this phobia on buying shoes.I have BIG FEET.

The first thing that I ask when I enter the shoe store is the size.If the bigger size is 38 I will just say "oh,thank you!".If they say 40 I will try.hehehhee

But instead I finally found one jacket but half type of jacket.It is kinda nice to me.I ask the amoi to give me cheap2 price and she give me 60 because the original price is 69.90.So i buyla the jacket.

Enoughla talking about this thing or else suvitha will said "alyaa can you write something interesting in your blog".Hahahhahaa

2008-09-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

Freaking weirdla typing using this laptop.Since my computer got "heart attack" already and it need to need to be sent to the "hospital".God bless it!Hahahahha

So,I need to find another alternative by using my brother laptop.Hahahhaa.It feel so weird typing with this laptop.It is so thin and it annoys me.*I love to complain

The best thing about this laptop is it got webcam.Apa lagi,I playla with this webcam.So syok you know.*Poyo......

Blur face

Trying to look cute.Blerghhhhhh

I was shock!!!!!!

I dont know what to say about this video.

Okay,what you think about it? It is quite funny for me when I see my reaction in this video.Hahahhaa

2008-09-12T19:48:00.000+08:00

I feel so weird.......

I dont know but lately I keep on hearing the word "death".I told sarha about it and she said "aku rasa nenek aku dah nak meninggal!" and I pause for quite a while.Then I ask her why,she said "dia tu macam dah buang tabiat(insane)".I just laugh.......

But why in the world this week I always heard the word death?I am scared.I dont know why.......

Haih,dont carela.....

This monday,will be 2 weeks for the muslim to fast.I'm so happy.I seriously cant wait for the raya to come.I miss raya song.I miss raya comercial and what I miss the most is "angpau lai-lai".

This afternoon,I take najlaa picture at the Persatuan pekak malaysia since it is so near our school.This photo is for her project.So,after school me and najaa go to this place and we wait until there is no car because we dont want them to think us as weird or insane people.Hahaha

So,we wait and wait until all the car gone.So,we go to the place look for the signboard and yes,we've found the signboard.Then,Come this one avanza and park at the signboard.He look at me and najlaa.We both cannot tahan but to laugh .I dont know what is running in that uncle mind but it must something that got to with the word "crazy".Gahahaaha.....

Atless,I manage to take 1 photo because after 1 shoot the uncle come.*sigh

That's all for now....will update tomorrow.I'm going to sembahyang terawih now,sayonara!

2008-09-05T14:49:00.000+08:00

Haiyaaaa,so busy la during this fasting month.Hahahhahaha

Samantaha ask me since I tell her that I barely online during this fasting month and she ask

Samantha:Why you cannot online during this fasting month?

Me:I'm so busy during this month.

Yeah,this is my busiest month ever.I'm tired and I didn't get enough sleep since I need to wake up like 5 a.m to sahur.After that,bathing and go to school.I can sleep after school but not on Tuesday,Thursday and Friday though,I need to go to tuition.*Sigh

After that,need to help my mom to prepare for the buka puasa.Then,buka puasa.Then,go to sembahyang terawih until 10.30.Arrive at home around 10.35.Then,makan a bit because I usually makan sikit during buka puasa.Hehehhehe.Then,ZzzzZzZZZZzZzZZZZzZ.

But it is good though because I dont really feel hungry during this fasting month.Hahahaha

2008-08-30T20:31:00.001+08:00

I'm a big fan of changmin from DBSK.So,today I found his sister picture.They do really look alike

Hahahahha,changmin eye will go uneven when he smile but the sister doesn't.

2008-08-30T19:37:00.000+08:00

Okay,I guess this one is for sugar mama

Now japan has new accessory call japan "geisha guys".*Smiling

I must say that the geisha guy is very hot*duhh,of course

I dont think they like those female geisha that wear thick make up and look like ronal mcdonald.
This guy is handsome,have a good sense of style and romantic.Haahhaa

Most of the customer is women accept if you are a gay.Those woman is actually a professional women,have good job and rich.

In night club,they look like normal couple.He flirts and pours champagne. She looks at him and laughs.

BUT This isn't a date, though. It's business

Most of the women pay for a man to lavish them with undivided attention.

One of the male geisha said "I give women things that men normally don't do, like complimenting their appearance,I make women happy. Women see us as one of their accessories, they like to wear nice things, so I try to look prettier for them all the time."

I guess is true what they said,some of us dont even look for a relationship.We actually want man because we want to have fun and because we are sick of having fun with girls.Not for me though,I never get sick or bored when I have fun with my girls and I only want man that I can have fun with and not looking for relationship because I want to feel and see how the guy have fun.Sadly,I dont have guy friend that really fun to be with.Gahahaha*poyo

This geisha earned a lot of money.One of the geisha earned more than $200,000 last year.Walawey.........

The customer paid like almost $50,000 a night to have fun with this geisha.

The customer said "This is a gift for myself," she says. "It's the same as spending money on a trip or buying something."

When I grown up,I might be one of the customer.Hahahhahaa.*Joking

I mean I cant say no if the male geisha looks like jun matsumoto*drooling

2008-08-29T22:55:00.000+08:00

I've found out something funny today

My cousin display name is

"sperm+ovum=you".Hahahahahahhaa

What is wrong with him?

*cant stop laughing.........................

and yeah,I saw this one video the tittle is

"if your vagina fell out"=.=".Sound disgusting,I know!Hahahahhaa

I can be a pervert sometimes!Hehehehhee

2008-08-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

Like always,after turun dari bus I need to walk to my house.Quite far but I'm used to it already.

Today,While walking I saw this motor yang jual ice cream.I dont know how to describe it but I'll bet you have seen it.So,I saw a woman buy the ice cream for her daughter.I dont botherla.Then,after the mother and daughter walk away,I walk in front of the motocycle and the ice cream guy look at me.I smile at him.He keep looking at me.I'm getting scared and I keep on smiling.Suddenly he ask

Ice cream guy:Adik,nak beli ice cream tak?

Me:BOLEHLAH!

Hahahhaa,I thought the ice cream guy want to belasah me.Hahahhahaa

So,I paid for the ice cream and walk away.

SUDDENLY,I heard a woman shouting.So loud one!I thought the women want to tahan the ice cream guy.I dont carela.Keep on walking and I saw one guy in one shirt,ugly looking and short run in a kelam-kabut way.I just look at him and the guy cant even make an eye contact with me.I was like blur.And the guy jump into his friend motocycle.I just walk

And I saw my mom out of the house.I ask her

Me:Kenapa mak?

Mom:Tadi yang budak tu nak curi kasut!

Me:HAH,YE KE!*I'm so frust if not I'm sure will hit the guy head.

Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,Whyla I'm so blur.Trust me,If I saw that guy outside,I am sure hit his head.I hate pencuri.They all cost nothing but trouble.

And yeah,the woman that shouting is my mom.Hahahahahha

2008-08-29T17:34:00.001+08:00

My brother is so annoyed with me because he said I am become so obsessed with Dato' chong wei(He is Dato' now)*Grinning

Brother:Mak,alyaakan dah tiba2 minat chong wei

Mom:Biasala diakan,suka budak lelaki cina(I admit this is true but I dont like those "lala" or hansap one)

Brother:Dekat document dia banyak gambar chong wei(Actually ada 5 picture of him but he tell my mom like I have 100 picture of him)

Me:Biarla,jealous!

See,He(my brother) is kaki report.That is why,I report about him to my mom also.Hahahahhaha.Actually,there are so many of changmin picture in my document but he never tell my mom pulak.*Weird

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One more thing today is minyak day.Since me,lola and afiqah kena minyak dekat our punya uniform.Hahaha.Best friendla katakan.Eleh,poyola(samantha love this word)

Today our school have this ambang merdeka,so like always the last acara will be nyanyian lagu patriotik ramai-ramai.I must admit I sing in a very semangat way.If only you could hear me sing.I dont know bu I think najlaa just pretend like she didn't hear me since my voice sound very tak sedap.Hahahaaha.

The best part,amira caunght me singing so loud and she was like laughing.I am laughing too and tell her that I am very patriotic person(poyo......!).I dont know why but I feel relieve after singing or should I call shouting.Its like "I have kill the person I hate"kinda feel.Oh boy,I have find another way how to release stress!Hehehehehe

2008-08-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

Lola was telling me that she dont think that Jonas brother is hot in burnin' up because she said joe look hot in SOS and not in burnin' up video.I cant say anything but to laugh because she wont listen to me and started to become so annoying.Hahahaha

She said that I laugh so loud in the cinema.Hehehehe,Yes,I admit.I dont know but I love to laugh out loud.I dont know how to laugh in a very quite way.I dont know how to laugh like those girl put their hand over the mouth

This is how usually girl laugh because my future sister in law she is laughing like this

and this how I laugh

This how I laugh!Ngeh3
Mouth open wide and eyes get very small or sepet
The cat at the back is expressionless

When I get so excited,this is how I laugh!

2008-08-23T14:52:00.000+08:00

I dont want to go to school

Pull stop!~

2008-08-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

Joe,kevin and Nick..............I...............Love........you<333

*screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

I'm in love with the jonas brother.They look hot in the burnin up video.I almost fell from the chair.
*drools*
I dont think they are that hot until I listen and watch the burnin' up song.I mean S.O.S or when you look me in the eyes not really showing their hotness.I must say this burnin' up is really burn me up.Gahahahaha.

I keep on listen to that song now and seriouly I'm crazy about them.They might say kevin is not that hot but for me he is so hot.Compare to the one at my school he is triple hotter than them.*drools*

I'm in loveeeeeeee.Lalalalala and yeah they are so nice.They allow their bodyguard to sing with them.I mean the rap part is their bodyguard.Tell me which singer have done that?None right!But they are nice and cute!Haih

2008-08-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

Here I am blogging and seriously I feel a lot better now than yesterday.

The "thing" that happen to me that have been bothering my mind for quite a few days is actually thought me something.I believe that god is actually trying to show me something and seriously I dont know what is it.Maybe I will tell if I've seen or feel it.

I guess,I need to concentrate more in my study than this whole love thingy because the love or crush thing between me and someone never really works.So,It is the sign that I'm not ready for any relationship.

When I was standard 5,there this boy which 1 year older and yeah he is my boyfriend.But our relationship was like suddenly "hilang" after he has finish standard 6 and going to middle school.and I'm still stuck in "sekolah rendah".I dont care about he get out of the school because I'm only 11.For me,relationship is like friendship.So,I dont really care.Event hough during raya,I send him card but he did not reply.I'm not hurt by it.

But if you ask me now,I am hurt.Hahahahha.let bygone be bygone.The pass is already begin,just look forward and ready for tomorrow.

And yeah,I'm not ready for any relationship even though I feel that I am ready but god is trying to prove me that I am not.
Hahahhaa

2008-08-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha,I dont know what is going to happen when I go to school.I dont feel right.I just feel like going somewhere else.I hope aisyah stop calling me "the name' because between me and him is nothing.

I'm happy but bored during this school holiday.I need more time to clear my mind since it have been polluted with so many thing.I need spa.Hahahaha

That's all.I'm bored.Dont know what to do!

2008-08-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

My girl,Lola and Sam have been given me advice about this crush thing.I must say I'm so touch by their advice that makes me think that friendship is important than boys.*duhhhhhhh.Hehehehe.

I love you Lola and sam!!!!!!!!!!

Lola's advice:
"i used to like someone very much until at one point i feel like a psycho..i stalked his page everyday,,trying to get his attension,but it was hopeless..and then i try to get over him..delete anything that related to him...and act as if i never knew him..do anything fun to avoid myself remember and feeling sad bout him..and it works.! eventually,u'll forget bout him.dont listen to sad pathetic love songs,ok! hehehe.. ^__^"

Samantha's advice:

"well, loving a person ain't a sin.. your love for him will eventually fade off whenever you are bored of him or in few more months.. but try not to not-love him.. don't force yourself to stop cause it'll make you even desperate.. desperate as in to love him more.. =)

hmmm.. now i know how obsessed you are over him! will give you advises when you need it alyaa!!

btw..love is truly blind.. wear glasses also cannot solve the blindness.. haha! love you alyaa!"

I wont forget the advice that you girl give to me.It means a lot to me.Thank you very much.I'm feeling a lot better now.Hehehehhe<33333333333333333333

2008-08-18T19:59:00.000+08:00

Chong wei loose to lin dan last night.I was a bit disappointed but I'm happy at least he get silver and RM300,000.I dont know but suddenly I have a crush on chong wei.He looks handsome while playing badminton.I was about to drools but I control myself.Hehehhee.

So cute!!!

I know he smile like dave ming chan but in a cute way

What a happy couple.

He looks serious but cute at the same time

Yes,I think I'm in love with him.

2008-08-17T11:52:00.000+08:00

SURVEY EVERYBODY!

1.Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Yes,It is really cute!

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
Party dress,I look ugly in poofy dress.Look like a poodle

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
I wont and maybe because I never receive one.

4. Group dates or single dates?
Single date.Group date so bored

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
Owhhhh,yeah I'm allergic to this type of guy.What a great prentender!

6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
Of course darling.

7. Is your hair up or down today?
down

8. Do you straighten your hair?
Yes because I dont like my curly hair

9. Favorite mascara?
Maybelline XXX volume +length mascara.Hahahaha

10. Do you get your nails done?
Nope.I will when I grown up.Now cannot because the prefect will tahan for having a nice nail.Talk about jealousy.Hehhehee

11. Small or large purses?
Small purse so classy and young and large purse is so "mummy like"

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
Money

13. Jeans or sweats?
jeans

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
Why should I!I will look more ugly

15. Do you text message a lot?
nope

16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
I would be shock and I will be watching juno movie for over a hundred time

17. What’s your favorite color?
black,white,soft pink,soft purple

18. Heels or flats?
I cannot wear heels.So flat for me!

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
OMG,when I watch I'm sorry I love I cry like I'm the one in the movie.Until my eye get really sore

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
Yes

21. Walmart or Target?
I prefer Tesco.*wth

22. Do you wear collared shirts?
Yeah and I think I look good on it.*perasan

23. Do you like preppy boys?
Hell no,they suck.

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?
owhhhh,yeah.My cousin loving it.

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
nope,I look ugly wearing it

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
half an hour

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
No!

28. Do you like skater boys?
Yes,they cool

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
Right now,Yes I do!

30. Gold or silver?
silver

31. Do you like to receive flowers?
hehehhee,of course but not to often

32. Do you like surfer boys?
Wuhhhoo,their body is to die for

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
hahahhaha,of course

34. Do you like to wear dresseses?
Yes,It makes me look tall

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
4

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
with my cousin

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
ewwwwwwwwww,no way!

38. Do you like to hold hands?
yes

39. What is the youngest you would date?
I never date anyone

40. What is the oldest you would date?
Inever date anyone

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
Their face

42. Is it hot when guys sweat?
Nope

43. What is the best feature in a guy?
eyes

44. Do you like making eye contact?
Yes

46. Would you kill for chocolate?
Yes,yes,yes........................

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
Never,I love to look ugly in front of them

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
10

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
sometimes

50. Do you yell a lot?
yeah baby

51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
Never,I will kena tahan with my discipline teacher

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
Nope

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
hahahhaha,wtf!never

54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
eyeliner,blusher,mascare and concealer

55. Do you fall in love easily?
a bit

56. Do you have cramps?
Yes,I do

57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?
Yessssss and they all so nice

2008-08-15T18:19:00.000+08:00

Today I finally know who mr.sasa like.Hurmmm,I wont tell who but that girl is pretty and I like her because she is so nice.That girl,feel guilty towards me because I was the one who like him and not her.Hehehehe.

It is okay girl.It find with me.I dont own him.It his right to like or in love with someone else.Ngeh3.

Girl,I hope you dont tell him I like him.Okies.I will die if he know.Hahahaha.I dont want to push him to like him because I've been in that situation where this boy force me to like him.

I may be not over him yet but my feeling towards him is start to fade away already.Hehehehe.Peace yo!!!!!!!!

-It takes a minute to like someone, and hour to love someone, but to forget someone takes a life time.-

2008-08-09T21:37:00.001+08:00

I love taking photo.When I see something very amazing to my eyes,I will on my camera and I will snap2 until my dad become very annoyed with me

Here is some of the photo that I take:

Penang.Wuhoooooooo!

I take this while I'm on my way home after send my parent to the airport!

This one is actually a paddy leave not grass and the butterfly is my model.Hehehehe

I'm so bored so I decide to take picture of my brother amplifier.Hehehehhe

View from my room and the moon is very nice.In reality it is way nicer than this.I'm not a profesional and I dont know how to make it the picture look so real.

Main ambil sahaja yang ini but it turn out to be nice.For me......

My brother is kacau-ing my cousin which I love to bully.This girl is so syiok to bully.Hahahahaha.

Another bully-ing picture.This one is that girl little brother.He is so funny and he is so hyper active!